Thoughts Of Me, Sorry.

Dixie Annamae Flowers

I don't think this girl really knows how much she means to me, I mean,
I wake up smile at her pretty face, and the glum doesn't follow me.
Though the anger will compile, and my world crashes often,
I still look and see the love I have for her,
Her, the skin I call home, the flesh that that sticks to my bones.
The lady who I can't seem to be better for, the one who will forever be my one.
Yet, I can't stop pushing her down, so I don't drown lonesome.
But to hell I send myself, hoping to get my karma,
She follows..not far behind..in these wallows, wind after wind,
I shoo her away, scared she might fall in the dark,
But she pushes forward..begging to lead the light.
She catches me, as I stumble and barely hold on.
Kissing my forehead..forgiving what I had done.
But I plead her to leave, hoping she will find someone,
Yet she chooses me, as she is mine, I am her one.
Conjoined together, we struggle but never fail to rise.
Because even though there's anger in mine, I always see light behind your eyes.
I love you miss dixie flowers, I love you..and I'm happy this life is ours.
I just dream for the day, when all my dark is gone.
And you can be the light of my life, and replace the raging sun.
You mean the world to me girl..and I can't always show it.
And I know I mess up, but I promise you the worst is far behind.
So don't give up, because I promise I'll forever be by your side.