~*{A/N}*~ Do not read this if you are heavily suicidal this won't help. Turn back right now because I value your life more than I value votes enough to warn you. ~*{End A/N}*~
Again.
I don't believe you.
I can't I just can't I am done.
100% shocked.
Fucking dammit.
Swept under the rug again.
Sad,tearful,broken hearted, and overall shocked not that I should be. I mean after six years you kind of get used to the pain of being alone. But still.
I actually thought you wouldn't leave.
"Ha! God dammit. How stupid can you be? You actually tricked yourself into thinking he loved you that much as to not push you away."
That is what I am telling myself.
Come tomorrow I'll be completely shattered. My heart just a pile of glittering glass dust and nothing more.
Silly girl haven't you learned you close doors because your afraid they'll be slamming shut because of other people.
You push everyone away because your afraid to be hurt again and again over and over until your to beat up to move.
Again. Again. Again. It shouldn't have even happened once. That you know the
Unspoken truth all people do is hurt you no one can save you once cause it's already done.
Never going to happen. It's happening. Never again. Maybe again. It's happening again. It happened again. Not again right. It's happining again right now. It happened again just right then.
Please not again. Please not again I'm begging you.
One last time right?
But it never is...
And I can't let you in.
Not again please not again.
I can't fall in love with you or trust you...
Never again.
It's happening.
Please stop.
Why won't you end?
Because, love doesn't work
Like that.
It happened again you left me.
Every damn time.
It's over now.
Right?
It never happened again.
The sun rose but it's not dust but a note and tears.
Goodbye.
Never again.
Never again.
~Fin
