The Wallflower

|Tŵø|

As i walked through the shadows of the houses snow fell on me. I had to constantly wipe my eyes from the snow falling into them. I always loved walking in the dark to the park which is a block away from my house and next to the park was woods. Endless darkness of silent creepy woods.

The park was a white wonderland,it was an amazing sight. The street lights made the snow glisten making it look like a ocean of white. As i walked a saw a small figure on the swing. She had her arms on her kness as her face was buried in her hands. I heard quiet sobs and beside her was little circles of red scattered. I hid behind the slide watching her afriad to approach her.

"Why....why does it always happen to me" she said to herself

I bit my lip and slowly walked out from behind the slide and to her "a-a-re you ok-k-ay"

The girl jerked her head up and quickly wiped her tears away about to get up but i stopped her.

"Im fine okay..." she sniffles and looked down rubbing her foot over the red dots to make them disappear under the snow.

"B-b-ut your-" she cut me off

"I know im crying.....im fine now please just leave me alone."she wiped her nose

"I-i can he-e-elp" my stuttering was bad i never talked to a girl before so i probably sound stupid right now.

"Look right now i just hate life and people....i just want to be alone so i can suffer in silence" she sat back down on the swing covering her face.

"W-why" i asked sitting on the other swing.

"Because i hate myself i wish i never existed...everyone does" she started to cry again.

"Its O-okay" i resurred her

"How is it okay....you dont even understand" i saw a tear fall down

"Unfortunately i do-o understand." i pushed lightly so i swung just a little.

"What?" she looked up

"I-ts okay.....i-i hat-te my s-s-elf t-o-" i rolled up my seleve just a little and there were lines and words i etched into my skin. Her expression was a  mixture of sadness and suprisement. She slowly rolled my other sleeve showing the same thing. She closed her eyes and looked down "im sorry...i didnt know"

"I-its fine" i rolled my sleeves back down looking at the snow "everything will be okay" i forced myself not to stutter. "Sometimes to stay alive....you gotta kill your mind"

She looked up at me "who are you?"

I smiled a little but it disappeared "Tyler....Tyler Joseph"i said as if i hated saying my own name "a-a-nd you?"

"Amy....Amy Dun" Amy said with the same enthusiasm "please dont tell anyone...please not even my brother Josh can know"

"I promise" who could i tell i have no friends or anything so it's kinda impossible to do that. Even if i did have friends i wouldn't tell ever...nothing in the world would change that too.