MYSTIC BEAUTY ✓ [TAENNIE AU]

CHP | 06

CHAPTER 06: 1/1 TRUST

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"I am strong... I will do whatever it takes.
...just to be happy."
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"I'm sorry.."

-Jennie.

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JENNIE POV.
All i ever wanted is to be happy. To be normal, even.

'Am i asking too much?'

I slowly slide down on the floor with flowing tears. I sob quietly as my mind is still in maze, in frenzy.

'How am i going to tell V? How am i gonna face him again?'

I want to forget what i learned earlier. I regret to help V find yuna. I regret everything i did. I hate myself for even existing. I wish i can turn back time when i still in the orphanage and hide from sebastian.

For the first time, i want to disappear. I want to hide from life. Once again, i am thrown to drown in the vast ocean. But this time, i refuse to swim.

'Milord is right. We, assassins, don't need friends. They are just nothing but burden.'

I slowly stand up, holding on the counter to balance my weight.

'I won't tell V...yet. I'll see first who killed yuna.'

I struggle to breath. The truth is suffocating me. Not to mention that hiding a secret is making me lose my mind. I harshly wipe my tears with the sleeve of my sweater.

'I'm going to face V like nothing happened.'

But my heart squeezes on that thought. I feel disgusted to myself. I can't accept the fact that am an assassin, just like the person who killed yuna.

'This...will be the last time i'm going to see V.'

A tear escaped from my eye from that thought.

'I'll...forget that i even have a friend. I'll forget out memories.'

My heart squeezes painfully.

It's hurt.
It's fucking hurt.

I don't want that to happen. I actually want to stay by his side and laugh with him. I want to make him happy and make him feel that he's not alone. Another voice inside of me spoke up.

'What do you think will happen to V if you leave him? There's no more yuna who'll come to him. He'll be all alone! He might even attempt to jump off that building again!'

With that though i burst again in tears.

'I don't know what to do!'