sansang.
"i'm not talking to you today."
yeosang walked out of the elevator and was followed by san quickly behind him. san grabbed yeosang's hand but only to get it flung away.
"sangie- i'm really sorry! i was
busy yesterday and... and..." san stopped. he knew that nothing would get right through his lover's ears. he knew that everything he said would just be excuses.
"you're so busy everytime sannie... you're so busy that i can't even spend time with you. you're so busy that i can't even see you twice a day. you're so busy that you can't even answer my calls and texts... you're so busy that i'm out of patience. i just wanna be with you peacefully for a day... is it too much to ask?" yeosang's voice cracked as he was sobbing, his tears kept falling down and his hand reached for the doorknob, wanting to shut himself away from san.
"i'm really sorry! look, we can spend time today together alright? i'm yours for the whole day, is it fine with you?" san looked deep into yeosang's eyes, his lips searching its way to his lover's tears. he never wanted to make the older sad, and seeing him cry just makes him want to hug him tight.
"i said i'm not talking to you today..." yeosang pouted as he felt his heart flutter when san was trying to wipe off his tears with his lips. he tried his best to get mad at san but then he couldn't at all. all his anger and sadness faded away.
"yeosangie, you ARE talking to me now." san sighed while stroking the blonde's soft hair, the corner of lips curved happily at how soft and cute his hair was.
yeosang smiled but it faded away quickly. he suddenly remembered how san always broke their promises even though san said he wouldn't do that again.
"...just leave me alone." he turned the doorknob and went in, trying to slam the door but san's muscles said no. he was shocked at yeosang's sudden change of demeanor and trying to keep the door open with his arms.
"w-what... sangie? can you forgive me? please? what do you want me to do for you to forgive me?" san pleaded and his arms were getting slightly red for keeping the door open.
"you always say that after you break a promise and you will keep repeating it again and again. it was my birthday yesterday and all i wanted is to be with you... that's all. that's what i only wish every year and you always promised to stay with me during my birthdays... but you were never there... i expected you to come... but then you didn't. again." yeosang said in a tone of disappointment and gave up pushing the door as he didn't want to hurt the younger.
"i..." san couldn't find the right words to say. he could only say 'sorry', but he felt like he said it too many times.
"then... let me be yours tonight..." the older's voice suddenly deep and full of lust, his lips touched the other's as he hugged him tightly.
san was again shocked with yeosang's actions, but went with the flow with the older. he could feel yeosang's lips smashing against his passionately while the older's tongue slipped in san's mouth playfully, their hands exploring each other's bodies. they made themselves into a moaning mess, and finally stopped after a while to take a breath.
"i'll never forgive you choi san. you made me miss you so fucking much but i can't even see you most of the time... you suck." yeosang said in between breaths, his blonde hair in a mess.
san smirked and connected the gap between them again, this time they kissed each other gently and slowly, enjoying their time savoring each other, as they never know if there would ever be another day like this.
san pulled himself out of the kiss, "so... do you forgive me now?"
"words doesn't speak, action does... i just hope you wouldn't break your promises with me again. you made me hope but disappoint me again and again." yeosang mumbled sadly while fixing san's messy hair. "after all... i still love you, sannie."
"i love you too." san showed the biggest smile and their lips connected again until they fell asleep in each other's arms.
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happy (belated?) birthday to sannie uwu ♡♡♡
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