DANGEROUS DESIRE (REWRITING)

XLI

WARNING ⚠️ MATURE SCENES ⚠️

The fucker killed Teacup without remorse he just kicked her down the stairs like a fucking ball I'm heartbroken I cried so much I truly miss her I had a burial for her and he apologized while I cried for days.

I paced around the living room shaking my heart is beating so fast, I'm a nervous wreck unknowingly I started crying I called his phone again but no answer

Out of anger, I threw the phone away just then I heard someone enter the house I wiped my tears leaving the living room as I got closer to the front door his cologne got stronger

He was there taking off his muddy shoe the rain was pouring relentlessly  I angrily looked at him and slapped him in the face twice, and then I grabbed his wet shirt dragging him away

he smelled strongly of alcohol and cheap cologne

"You're a fucking embarrassment, you piece of shit!" I cursed angrily as I dragged him through the mansion, slapping him all over, but he was too drunk to care

I pushed him into the bathroom and started filling the bath with warm water, I then threw some vanilla bath bomb inside and stripped him out of his clothes

"Get in!" I barked.

"I'm sorry" he slurred 

"Save your sorry ass excuse bastard," I say as I bathe him

I'm mad because today I was out shopping and men started shooting up the store, I hid I tried calling him but did he answer no I called and called but no answer so I called Angelo the man was standing over me ready to pull the trigger then Angelo came to my rescue coincidentally he was nearby

I can't believe he did that to me if it wasn't for Angelo I would be dead

He held my face in his hands and said "I'll make it up to you whatever you want" he kissed me

I said nothing and continued bathing him too bad I can't be angry at him for too long

I let him rest while I prepared dinner for us

I set the table shouting out his name I turned around and saw him I sat and started eating he sat also but he wasn't eating

"Eat!" I demanded

"Can I trust the food?" he asked

"That's a stupid question you're asking me if I poisoned it, maybe I did only one way to find out," I told him

"Are you going to make me beg for your forgiveness?" he asks

"Zathrian I was in a freaking shootout I could've died I called and called but did you answer no because of Angelo I'm alive," I  cried I'm such a crybaby these days

"I'm sorry my phone battery died, and I was in a conference meeting I'm sorry," he says touching my hand he got up and hugged me.

These past few days Jayson and I have been hanging out a lot, he's the best, Kylie and I text occasionally but nothing else, we don't hang out and I have reasons why I don't want to hang out with her.

Jayson and I are in the pool chatting away

"Get out of the fucking pool!" I heard Zathrian shout causing me to jump in fright I distanced myself from Jayson which made me realize how close we were standing to each other

I look up at him to see him fuming down at us, "You get the fuck out!" He shouted pointing at Jayson

I slowly walked out of the pool and picked up a towel, wrapping it around me. He took my hand and pulled me away.