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FOUR AM

YOUR NAME'S POV
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it was four am and i couldn't manage to fall asleep. my head was hurting and i couldn't stop thinking about stupid shit, about my problems, about school, about life, about basically everything.

i had always been like that. i was doing alright during the day time but whenever the sun went down i got stuck in my own thoughts. i knew damn well i had somewhere to be tomorrow, but i couldn't force myself to fall asleep.

the only person who has ever been able to help me with these problems are jj. he's always been my escape and i always felt safe whenever i was around him. the only problem was that i couldn't be with him all the time, even if i wished i could.

i got out of bed and quietly left my room. i snuck downstairs and grabbed a pair of shoes before quickly leaving the house. my parents wouldn't notice my disappearance, they didn't care enough to notice.

at first i didn't really know where to go, but the more i walked, the more my feet lead me to jj's house. it was cold in the dark night and i wasn't wearing the right type or clothes to be out in. i was only wearing a pair of sweatpants and an old t-shirt. the longer i was outside, the colder i got and so the faster i walked to jj's house.

when i arrived i quickly knocked at the door. i knew that jj was home alone since his dad was away for the weekend and he didn't have any other family members.

when nobody opened the door, i kept knocking faster and louder. jj was probably sleeping and i felt bad for waking him up, but everything i needed at that moment was to feel his touch, to hug him.

"y/n?" i saw jj walking up to the glass door and unlocking it, letting me inside.

"i'm sorry," i mumbled as i fell into his chest. he wrapped his arms around me as i started crying.

"are you alright darling?" he asked softly. i nodded and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"i'm just overthinking again," i mumbled. i wrapped my legs around jj's hips as he lifted me up and carried me over to his bedroom. he gently placed me on the bed and picked out a hoodie from his closet for me to wear.

"i love you baby," i mumbled as i put on his hoodie. he laid down next to me and pulled me close to his chest.

"i love you more sweetheart," he mumbled before softly kissing my forehead. i buried my head into his bare chest and let the smell of vanilla and alcohol fill my nose.

"i couldn't do this without you," i whispered softly. i couldn't see jj, but i could tell that he was smiling.

"i'm glad to be doing this with you," he whispered before kissing me again. and then we fell sleep, safe and sound in eachother's arms.