Bloody Traditions

Chapter 11- Deflowered

***This chapter has sexual content***
***Sensitive content for mature readers***

I took a deep breath looking myself in the mirror, I asked the boys to give me a minute alone to get ready which they reluctantly gave me. I took off my mother's dress and was wearing a white laced bra and matching laced underwear. I let my hair out of it bun so it hang loose.

I sighed looking at my beaten body. This isnt how I pictured my wedding night, hell this isnt how I pictured my life to be. Forced to marry 2 men, that were killers. I looked in my eyes and gasped "I'm a killer" i whispered. It's true I killed 2 people for the same reasons they did.

I shook my head i can't think like this anymore. Enough with feelings sorry for myself its my wedding night and eli is safe.

*knock*
"Bella are you okay?" Asked Ash
"Yes I'm coming" I said with one more deep breath I opened the door.

I entered the room to see Xav and Ash only it there boxers. I licked my lips looking at them, their eyes darkened as they  looked over my body. Xav didn't waste a second quickly grabbing me kissing hard and rough. Pushing me on the bed while grinding his hardest into me i gasped and cried out when he bit my neck.

"Stop!" I cried he froze looking at me.
"Bella enough we are going to make love to you to tonight. Sure you done this alot before" xav said the last bit with disgust then went to kiss me again i pushed him back and shook my head.
"Im a virgin" i said just about in a scream. My words made xav get off of me. They both looked at me in shock. I sat a the edge of the bed
"But you have Eli" said ash
"I adopted Eli. I promised my mother i would wait until marriage, actually my sister and I both made the promise but I only kept my promise" I sighed

"I knew you were perfect" said xav kissing me then backing a away. "We are both virgins thought we had the one wife we wanted to wait for our real wife. Asher you will bed her first"  said xav which made ash look at him in shock.
"What" he said big eyed.
"You are more gentle then I am. Ill hurt her too much if I'm first" xav. I stood up giving a soft kiss to xav knowing it was hard for him and he must care alot to give my first time to ash.

Ash nodded then move towards me pushing me to lay down on the bed. He slowly took off my underwear and then his boxers in crawled on top of me, i whimper as his cock rubs against me. "Shh" he whispered kissing my lips softly. "Take of your bra" he said then kneel back as i took it off and laid down again.

He kissed me again more dominant pushly his tongue in my mouth. I felt movement beside us i broke the kiss to xav laying next to us completely naked touch his cock. My eyes went wide, you got to be kidding me i thought to myself as ash pulled my chin so I was facing him.

Kissing me I felt him grab his cock and put it against my entrance. I broke the kiss crying out in pain has he entered me. "Stop! Its hurts" I cried trying pushing him off. I felt xav move quickly grabbing my hands. "Dont you dare stop ash. She has to get used to us being inside her" xav said when he saw ash stop. He nodded and slowing thrusting i cried. He put his mouth to my ear. "Im sorry my love I have to listen, it will be over soon." He said softly so xav couldn't hear.

He moaned continuing to thrust slowly i moved my hips with him. I moaned my hand making fists. "Does it still hurt?" Ask ash stopping xav growled i quickly shook my head "a bit but it feels good at the same time. Ash smirked thrusting into me this time faster xav let go of my arms I wrapped them around ash pulling him into me. All sudden he started to jerk and shake, took me a second to realize he came.

"That was amazing" ash said pulling out of me making me cry out because I was sore. It didn't feel amazing to me, it felt good but not at all what my girlfriends say it like. I know that I didn't cum but I know the twins won't care. I closed my eyes as ash got off me, i was exhausted.

i felt someone climb onto of me i quickly seen it was xav. "Xavier maybe you should let her rest before you..." Enough" shouted xav cutting off ash. Ash hung his head but not before mouthing sorry to me. My thoughts were cut off by a hard kiss. I gasped as he moved my leg roughly and whimpers as he moved between them.

My eyes were watering as I looked into xav hungry eyes. He kissed me roughly bitting my lip making me cry out, took advantage and slipped his tongue in my mouth. With a hard moment Xavier thrusted inside of me making me scream. "Its hurt your ripping me in half" I screamed. Xavier continue to thrust not caring he put his hand around me neck choking me.

"Xavier enough your hurting her" ash yelling pushing xav of me. Making him fall back on the floor. Xavier got up and the look he had on his face would make the devil hide with fear. He walked towards ash who was on the bed sitting beside me as i cried.
"Xav.. i... im a" ash strudder in a moment of pure rage xav punched ash in the face. Making him fall on the bed then grab ash by the arm throwing him of the bed onto the hard floor, kicking him in the stomach.

"She is our wife ash, you want to hog he for yourself. Dad made me her head husband for a reason ash, your weak and soft. Bella needs to learn her place and so do you. I made a mistake letting you have Bella first. But that won't happen again." Xav yelled kicking ash afew more times.

"Xav stop your hurting him" i begged he looked at me in rage climbing back on top "bella I love you, you need to understand what I do i do to protect you and our family. Now I am going to make love to you and your going to be pregnant with our son" he said the grabbed my neck when I didnt respond.
"I love you too" I said in tears before he thrusted violently inside me making me cry out.

It felt like years before xav finished and crashed beside me falling asleep. I cried quietly as I felt a dip in the bed. "Im sorry bella, I shouldn't of challenged Xavier" said ash as he pulled me close laying beside me. "No, thank you ash. Are you okay?" I asked turning into him. "Yes im fine. I should know my place and so should you bella. Xavier love us both and know best, he is the head husband for a reason" said ash

I look up at him in disbelief "he hit you ash and hurt you how can you say that. This isnt love its abuse" i said putting my hand on his cheek.
"Adabelle, you don't question either of us. Got it despite what Xavier says im not soft i just know when to be gentle. And if you keeping doubting Xavier then i will have to be rough with you." Ash spat angrily then kiss me.

"We love you bella and we will protect you" when I didn't answer he cleared his throat. "You love me and will protect me" i whispered. Ash soon fell asleep. I stay in deep thought about Eli and the environment he should be raised in.

My parent taught me to stand by your partner, that marriage is for life but what if your forced like i was. Would my parents understand if I took eli and ran? Ugh! I have alot of thinking to know. But for right now sleep its what I need cause I fear what will happen once jack gets back.