Depression

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One sad night led to one depressed week
I wished I could've helped more
But I couldn't
3 unread messages, became 10
She wouldn't let me in
Anxiety poured over me
My brain went berserk
Hoping she wouldn't get hurt

I was crying in my room...
While she was crying in hers
Seeing each other almost everyday,
Led to about 2 weeks without
Depression stole her away
She fought on to see another day

Going crazy without my friend
Staring at the wall
Waiting for sadness to end
I just wanted to hold her,
Let her know everything would be okay
Bust she refused, she needed to stay away

Her pain, made me hurt
When she cried... so did I
She wanted to go away
Whatever is best for you is what I'd say
Almost 2 weeks with little contact
Drove me insane

She continued to fight
I supported her
I tried to do anything I could
We were both in a bad place...
At the same time
I wish I could've helped more...
I wish I could help more than I am
But all I can do is let her;
Know I love her...
And, that she is my best friend

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