So you are still reading this, I guess I will just continue on putting down my past feelings till we reach the present.
When I am around her, I become terrible at words. Of course I was never good at words in general. But when I am around her, I feel reborn. I feel like I have a chance. As if life, the meaning of it became clear. As if for the first time, I have no worries or fear. Yet my biggest worry & fear when I am around her, is ironically her. I worry of hurting her, of scaring her. I am afraid of doing anything that involves me possibly making a fool of myself in front of her. But my biggest concern is losing her. If their is no her, then most of me.... Most of my hope does down. I've lost, what feels like, all my loved ones. I don't want to lose hope. That seems to be all I have now, and it feels that it is all in one girl. As long as she is alive, I have hope. So I can only hope.
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If She Only Knew
RomanceJust some of my feelings that I wrote out about my past love and now my feelings are shared for people to read.
