Chapter 1

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Lisa's POV:

My heart was beating shakily as I run down the hallway. I keep running until I get to a familiar door. The feeling of dread kicks in. What will happen when I open the door? I wonder as I push the heavy door open. The conversation I had had with the staff just before replayed in my head.

"The CEO wants you, Miss Lisa" she had said. I looked at her, confused.

"Why?" I ask softly.

"He says he has something important to tell you. I suggest you brace yourself" she had said with pity.

I push the door open, and the CEO looks up. I bow.

"Papa YG, you asked to see me," I say quietly. He stands up angrily. He pulls out a document and shoves it at me. It's my contract. I look at him, confused. He then proceeds to take it out of my hands and put it in the shredder. My eyes widen in shock.

"Sir! Why did you do that?" I ask, shocked. He looks at me and sneers.

"You really are untalented. I don't know why I let you debut. You have brought so much hate to this company. Leave, and don't come back. BLACKPINK now has 3 members" he says angrily. I stay still.

"Are you firing me, Sir?" I ask him gently.

"YES, NOW GET OUT!!!" he yells. I back away and run back to my dorm, the other BLACKPINK members must have known. 

"Why didn't you tell me?" I ask as I push the dorm door open. All the girls look at me, in shock. I'm usually very calm, so they've never seen me angry.

"We knew, we just didn't want to tell you, we didn't want you to look pitiful" Jennie says with a sneer. I start crying. Rose comes up to me and shoves a suitcase in my face.

"I've packed your stuff for you. Leave" she says. I grab it and walk out. As I am walking out, I'm afraid fans might see me and bombard me. I have to call someone to pick me up quickly. I decided to call my older brother, JinJin of ASTRO. Most fans already know this, that we are blood-related, but our mom and dad split up when we were teenagers, and I went with my mum to Thailand. I auditioned to come back to Korea to be with JinJin. I press his contact, my most used one. He picks up after the first ring.

"Hey, Lali. What's up?" he asks, calling me by one of my nicknames. I start sobbing. I am actually very soft-hearted and weak, I don't know how I managed not to break down in the dorm.

"Lili, what's wrong?!" I can hear his concerned voice on the phone, which makes me cry even more. I don't answer.

"Hey, Lali. Tell Oppa what's wrong. It's OK, I'll come to help you" he says reassuringly. I stop bawling my eyes out and just cry normally.

"I-I'm a-at YG en-entertainment. I-I g-go-got kick-kicked o-out of B-BL-BLACKPINK!!!" I sob urgently and sink to the floor. I hear JinJin swearing on the other end of the phone.

"What the fuck did YG do to you?!" he asks angrily.

"He yelled at me and told me to leave" I say, quietly. Just then, I spot a huge group of people walking up the street. I get anxious.

"Oppa, can you come to pick me up? I don't want to be mobbed by fans" I say quietly, crying. 

"Of course, Lili. I'm on my way" he says, I can tell he is still angry about the situation. I see his car pull up and he gets out. He immediately spots me and runs to me, picking me up in his arms. I don't respond as I am overcome with the feeling of failure. I just slump against him as my knees weaken. He holds me up.

"Hey, Lali. Shhhh, Oppa's got you. Look at me" he says quietly. I don't look at him. I feel incapable of moving as I just stay still. I can tell he is getting worried.

"Goddammit, Park Lalisa. Look at me!" he yells. That shocks me out of my reverie. I look up at him, and I can see he regrets yelling at me. He hugs me tightly.

"I'm sorry" he apologizes. I nod. 

"Let's go, Oppa. You don't want to get caught in a scandal" I say dryly. He looks at me worriedly.

"Hold on, I have to go talk to YG" JinJin says angrily. By 'talk', I'm pretty sure he means 'beat up'.

"No, Oppa. I'm done with him. I never want to see him again, let's go" I say, and he follows me. My suitcase is very small. I don't have many things.

"Oppa, just drop me off at a jimjilbang for now. I'll sleep there tonight" I say. He looks at me and shakes his head.

"You will stay at my dorm, end of discussion. I am not letting you out of my sight" he says angrily. I just nod. I know he is still pissed off at YG. Better to just leave it until tomorrow. His phone starts ringing.

"Can you answer that for me, Lili?" he asks me gently. I nod and answer it. 

"Hello?" I ask. My voice sounds a bit husky from crying so much.

"Lali is that you?!" the voice on the other end asks. I think hard as to who it may be.

"Myungjun Oppa?!?" I ask, excited. I put the phone on speaker.

"MJ Hyung" Jin Jin says.

"I just called to say come back quickly, we are going out for dinner" MJ says on the other side of the phone.

"Listen, Hyung. Can Lali stay with us for now? I'll explain the situation when we get there" Jin Jin asks. MJ must have sensed it was serious.

"OK, come back and tell us what happened" he says, and we hang up. It takes about 10 minutes to get there. Jin Jin stops the car and comes around to help me down. I trip and fall onto him. 

"Gwenchana, Lili?!" he asks, knowing that I'm still shaken up. MJ comes running out and hugs me tightly. 

"We just saw on the news, Lali. What the hell?!" he exclaims, trying to understand. Just then, Moonbin, Rocky and Sanha all come running out. I am very close with the ASTRO members, with the exception of Eunwoo. I know him, but he's always away on schedule. Plus, he seems like the bad boy of the group.

"Noona, we heard what happened, gwenchana?!" they all ask questions at the same time. I nod and MJ looks at me. He looks around the dorm entrance.

"Jinwoo, we better get inside. We don't want Dispatch snooping everywhere" he says to my brother. Jin Jin nods. We all go inside. MJ makes me sit down and brings me a warm towel.

"I'll wipe your face. Your eyes are all puffy" he says, and gently wipes my face. As he does this, I feel a sense of sadness wash over me. I am no longer in BLACKPINK. My 6 years of hard work amounted to nothing. I start sobbing again.

"Hey, Lali. It's OK. Come here" MJ says, hugging me. All of ASTRO are like brothers to me. They know how socially anxious and weak I am, so they take really good care of me, just like Jin Jin.

"Yah, JINWOO, COME HERE!!" he yells. Jin Jin comes running, along with Moonbin and Rocky.

"Hey, shhh. It's alright, Lali. We've got you" Jin Jin comes up and hugs me. We all stay like that for a while, until I calm down. We are all startled when something starts ringing, breaking the silence. It's my phone. I pick it up and answer it, but freeze when I hear the voice. The boys all look at me, confused. 

It's YG.

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