My one and only (A Eunwoo and Lisa ff)

Chapter 2

Not my photo, but one of the only photos I could find of them ♐♐

Recap:

We are all startled when something starts ringing, breaking the silence. It's my phone. I pick it up and answer it, but freeze when I hear the voice. The boys all look at me, confused.

It's YG.

Lisa's POV:

I freeze, unsure of what to do. The boys all look at me, still confused. JinJin raises his eyebrows. I regain my senses.

"H-h-hello?" I stutter into the phone.

"You forgot to make an official statement. Hurry up, I haven't got all day to wait for a useless person like you" YG spat back. I start crying. realization dawns on the boys' faces. JinJin's expression turns scary. He closes the gap between us in one big step, rips the phone out of my hand, and holds it to his ear.

"YG? LISTEN HERE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO MY BABY SISTER, BUT YOU WILL PAY. I HOPE YOU REALISE THAT SHE WILL NOT BE COMING BACK TO A SON OF A BITCH LIKE YOU. STAY AWAY FROM MY BABY SISTER. IF YOU TOUCH HER, I WILL KILL YOU!" Jinjin yells. I get startled and start crying, my PTSD is triggered by yelling. The boys don't know about it, they think I'm just anxious. Rocky comes up to me and gently guides me to the room I have been assigned. He and Sanha take me in and make me sit down. Sanha's phone starts ringing. He takes the call.

"Lali Noona, we have to go. Rocky Hyung and I have to go pick Eunwoo up from the airport" he explains. I nod. Rocky gives me a hug before getting up. They both leave the room and close the door. I feel this pressure inside my chest. Anxiety. It's building up, waiting to be released. I hate this feeling, but I know it all too well. The door opens and MJ comes in. 

"Your brother's just cooling off. He's really upset, Lali" Mj says before sitting one the bed. He notices I'm a bit short of breath. He takes my hand.

"Hey, Lali. It's OK. What's wrong? You can tell me anything. I'm like your second older brother" he says with concern in his eyes. At his words, the dam in my chest breaks. I throw myself at him, hugging him tightly. He holds me and rubs my back. I start sobbing, an uncontrollable, raw sound, almost as if I'm screaming and crying at the same time. 

"Lisa. Hey, shhh. It's OK. JINJIN!" MJ yells the last bit. Jinjin comes running in. He sees me and tears form in his eyes. I am almost dry heaving at this point. I am crying, but there are no tears coming out. I can't breathe. Jinjin comes over and MJ lets go of me. Jinjin looks at my face before he starts crying. MJ leaves to give us some privacy. I wrap my arms around him for dear life, I am still sobbing uncontrollably. 

"I'm sorry. I failed to protect you as a brother" he says. I can't respond as I am still sobbing. He notices something is wrong. He looks at me.

"Hey, Lisa. Breathe, it's OK" he keeps reassuring me. I remember that he's never seen me like this, only one member has. Eunwoo. 

Flashback:

I was sitting in the stairwell, feeling the anxiety building up in my chest again. YG had just yelled at me for something that I hadn't done. I felt so defeated. As the tears rolled down my cheeks, I heard YG walk past the stairwell. He was talking to someone, a secretary maybe.

"That Lalisa girl, the foreigner, I don't know why I let her debut. She's ugly, she can't sing or rap, and she thinks she can dance, but she's just as good as the rest of BLACKPINK. I hate her" YG had said. The secretary laughed. The anxiety in my chest burst. I couldn't breathe as I started sobbing uncontrollably. I heard footsteps behind me, and someone hugged me. 

"Lali, breathe. I'm here, it's OK" the familiar voice said. I turned around and hugged them back, not caring who they were. I looked up as I was hugging them. It was Eunwoo.

"Eunwoo! I can't breathe!" I sob as he held me. I had only met him a few times, but I always felt different about him, maybe because he was ethereally handsome. He caressed my head gently, which had surprisingly calmed me down.

"Lisa, listen to me. I have to go now. Stay strong. I'm sorry that I can't stay longer. I'll see you again soon, don't forget me" he says. He kissed my head softly and left as quickly as he had come. I sat on that stairwell for another hour, and as I had left, one thought had stuck in my mind:

"He was the only person that was able to calm me down"

Back to the present:

As Jinjin holds me as I'm crying, I manage to choke out a name.

"Eunwoo," I say without breath

"What?" Jinjin looks at me, confused

"Eunwoo is the only person that can calm me down," I say, quickly. Jinjin looks confused but doesn't ask questions. He dials Rocky's number. I rock back and forth as MJ comes back in. He sees I am still having a panic attack and comes over to me. He looks at me worriedly and rubs my back.

"Eunwoo" I choke out. He looks equally confused, but nods. 

"He's coming, Lisa" MJ responds quietly.

"Hi, Hyung" Rocky picks up Jinjin's call. Jinjin immediately puts the phone down and on the speaker.

"Is Eunwoo with you?!" Jinjin asks.

"Yes, I'm here, Hyung" Eunwoo's voice responds, the same voice that had calmed me down. I started sobbing even more. MJ looks at me worriedly.

"Eunwoo-ya. You need to come back right away! Listen, a lot of things happened, which I will tell you as soon as you get back. You have to hurry. My sister is having a panic attack and she keeps asking for you!!" Jinjin explains desperately. A few seconds of silence on the other end. Then the silence breaks.

"Lisa! I'm coming, OK?! Stay there, Eunwoo Oppa is coming, OK?!" Eunwoo's voice rings loud and clear through the phone. 

"OK, Oppa" I choke out, still not able to breathe. The call cuts and the three of us sit in the room, as MJ and Jinjin hug me to calm me down.

"I need Eunwoo" I beg. Both the boys look at me.

"He's the only person that's been able to stop my panic attacks, ever" I explain, short of breath. They both seem to understand and nod. I lie down on the bed and try to breathe, still bawling my eyes out. There is only one thought in my head the whole time.

'Eunwoo, I need you'

Hi everyone, 

Thanks so much for reading this. Have a wonderful day or night. 

I love you all, 

Love, 

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