𝓼𝓪𝓭 𝓼𝓴𝔂 ~ [ᴊ.ᴊᴋ ♡ ᴊ.ᴘᴍ]

hesitance🦋

THE NEXT DAY

I arrived at the hospital and guided myslef to the room

Tears threatened to fall down as i saw his body lay silently on the bed

has he been starving himself?

I wanted him to be happy, but why is he like this?

Did i not make the right decision?

The closer i got the more bandages that came to meet my eyes, from his wrists all the way up to his arms, his legs are so thin, yet his face never changes..the beuty he holds

Even blindness wouldn't stop me from the admiring the grace.

If blind, I'd hear the angels sing along

If deaf, I'd see kindness wandering around

Even if i couldn't hear, I'd feel the grace circling me

He opens his eyes and i freeze, he sees me and i hear his breath hitch, he weakly lifts his arms towards me and i run to his side

"It's okay jimin, I'm here now"

"Now, and forever" jim eyes filled with emotions

How am i supposed to forget you like this
I want you to be mine jimin, i want you all for me..

"Stay~"

His voice, stern but weak ordered

The tired guy slowly sits up with the help of kook, he reaches his arms for the other's

He doesn't hate me?
He isn't mad?
I don't deserve this, not this much..

He held my hands and pulled them down, until his faint breathing latched to my cheeks

...

He h-he's ki-kissing me?

He pulled away to lock eyes with mine, tears filled his sorrowful sad eyes

"If this is a dream, i hope i never wake up again" he says

"I'm scared if i blink you won't be there anymore" admitting this..don't give me hope

He leans closer and my eyes flutter shut ready for it..but it never came

I open 1 eye to see him smiling sweetly, pain covering his soft features

"I know you want to junkook, do it, prove that this isn't 1 sided, do it"

I lean in to catch his lips and we both suck in a breath intensely as if we've been waiting for this moment for as long as we knew eachother

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