𝓼𝓪𝓭 𝓼𝓴𝔂 ~ [ᴊ.ᴊᴋ ♡ ᴊ.ᴘᴍ]

why me?🕸

*sniff sniff*

"Oh god don't make me worry please" he hugged junkook and made him snuggle in his neck

Junkook wrapped his arms around the other's waist and clenched the white shirt as he broke down immediately

Jimin broke the hug and held the others hand up the stairs to open the door to his angelic..room

Kook who had been here many times with the others..  now felt vulnerable due to the empty space, the silence

Jimin sat on his sugar-scented queen-sized bed

Is he that afraid of the space and loneliness in his bed?.. That he has to fill it with toys and fluffy pillows?..

Little do you know jimin..it's just the same in here, my heart longs for you..
It hurts..
What should i do with this empty hole only you can fill? what can i do..

He was pulled out of his teary thoughts as the other pulled him into his lap sideways

"Kookie please just talk to me, i know you overwork when you're stressed about something"

"I know you bite your lip when your hesitant"

"I know you widen your eyes when insecure, i know you lift them to stop the tears..don't hold back. Please.."

They both fell on the bed with junkook on top since he hugged jimin so suddenly

Jimin was holding kook's thighs as he stared deep in those eyes gosh those eyes..

"You've reached the limit hyung" he breathed on the others face inching closer

"J-jeon are you drunk?" Jim squeezed his eyes, smelling candy on his face, kook's signature smell

"You think I'd stoop that low?" The hurt in his voice is too much

I open my eyes at the sudden wetness on my cheeck

"J-junkook?"

"I want to leave jimin..i want to leave the group"

"W-what do you mean leave the group?!? We just reached the peak kook what's wrongg??" I cupped his cheek in worry

"I'm too shameful..to stay..you're smile will be the death of me jim.." he smiled through tears and brushed my hair back

is this my goodbye..
..no no NO THIS IS TOO SOON
PLEASE..stay..?

Suddenly roles were reversed and he was comforting me through a panick attack

"What did i do wrong?why? Why? Answer meeee why what did i do? I'm sorry..for whatever i did.. please forgive me ahh kookie please don't le-leave me a-alonne"

he whimpered and begged and soon tears where blinding his vision

Kook was holding back now

He held jimin's head close to his and closed the space in between in a kiss

Jimin who sat there staring with eyebrows furrowed, his tears flowing only to dry in place but never stop

His fists that were still clenching junkook's shirt afraid of the silent empty space are now loosening

I knew just then, i can't leave you

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