You know that girl who sits in the corner, with headphones all the time? That's Cassidy Doyle and Ashton just wants to know why she does that.
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"I will not make the same mistakes that you did, I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery, I will not break away, you did, you fell so hard, I've learn the hard way, to never let it get that far, because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk, because if you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt, because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, because you, I am afraid, I lose my way, and it's not too long, before you point it out, I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes, I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life, my heart can't possibly break, when it was even whole to start with, because of you, I never stray to far from the sidewalk, because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt, because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me, because of you, I'm afraid, I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep, I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me, you never thought about anyone else, you only saw your pain, and now I cry in the middle of the night, for the same damn thing, because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk, because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt, because of you, I try my hardest to forget everything, because of you, it's hard to let anyone else in, because of you, I'm ashamed of my life, because it's empty, because of you, I'm afraid, because of you"
