Have Faith In Me (Sequal to IHBNY and Trust) (Kellic)

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Kellin's POV

"Jusin! Justin, no!" I screamed in Vic's grip. He was holding me tightly, not letting me run across the room as Kellin shouted at me to stay where I was. I didn't want to obey either of them though. I can only think about getting to Justin.

"Let me go!" I cried out as tears poured down my face. I clawed at Vic's hands, trying to make him let me go, but as always he was too strong. He pulled me back, turning me around, holding me close to his chest and I just lost it, breaking out into tears and clinging onto him.

"Why won't you let me go to him?!" I cried. Vic didn't answer. He just kept holding me there as tears poured down my cheeks. I turned my head and looked towards the other side of the room. Justin was blocked from my view because he had fallen down, the sight of him now cut off by the bed. There was blood splattered on the wall and that just made me cry harder. Did he die instantly? Or is he still suffering and dying feeling broken hearted and alone? Suddenly I was angry at Kellin and I quickly turned and glared at him. Vic was still holding me tightly so I didn't run over to Justin, but I wanted more to run over to Kellin and choke him to death for what he's done.

"I'm sorry, Kellin. But it had to be done. I was only using him to get closer to you and now I don't need him anymore," Kellin explained.

"You didn't have to kill him!" I screamed and once again struggled and Vic's grip.

"I did though, because once I killed Vic I know that your second option would be to go back together with Justin, and I can't have that happen. But now with Justin gone and Vic soon to be gone , you'll see how much I love you and we can be happy together," he said with a smile on his face the whole time. He was truly crazy.

"No, fuck you! I wouldn't want to be with you if you were the last person alive, you fucking psychopath!" I shouted. I had completely lost it. I was so filled with rage and sorrow at the same time that I didn't know what to do with myself. All I could do was yell and scream profanities, not thinking about the consequences of my own words.

"You don't mean that," Kellin said in the denial.

"I do mean that! I fucking hate you! I will always hate you!" I screamed.

"Kellin, stop. Calm down," Vic said.

"Don't fucking tell me to calm down," I said and forcefully pushed him away from me, finally getting free from his grip and I went to take a step forward but once again he held me back, containing me.

"Do you really hate me?" Kellin asked in a sad tone, and I couldn't stop the worst that spilled out of my mouth.

"Yes! I wouldn't give a fucking shit if you shot yourself right now!" I shouted and Kellin looked at the gun in his hands. "Do it!" I screamed and Vic put his hand over my mouth.

"Kellin, don't," Vic said to the other Kellin. Why is he trying to save him? Why doesn't he want him dead as much as I do?

I watched asKellin's eyes went from insane, to completely lost in a matter of seconds and he held the gun to his own head, and in that second I realized why Vic him not to do it, because if he pulled the trigger then I would have been responsible for a death and as much as I hated Kellin right now, I couldn't have that weight on my mind. I tore Vic's hand away from my mouth and shouted.

"Wait!"

But Kellin had pulled the trigger, only there was no sound of gunfire, just a clicking noise. Kellin looked confused and pulled the trigger over and over again. Was he out of bullets? Or did it jam? In the fit of anger he slammed the gun against a nearby wall. Both Vic and I had no clue what to do. Moments later there were noises outside the room, shouting, door knocking and finally the door opened, revealing two security men. Kellin immediately raised his gun at them but they quickly disarmed him and grabbed hold of him. Relief washed over me knowing that Vic and I were now safe, but that relief was quickly replaced with fear.