Stronger Than Ever (Completed)

Chapter 19

LoLo POV

Today I was being release from the hospital. My OB said I was too far along my pregnancy to really injured my child from a fall. I was more than relieve to here that. Cuz Lord knows when I would be able to have another child. Caesar and I haven't had a real conversation since then whole incident. I have forgiven him for his actions, but apart of me was tired of dealing with this.

I hate how we have these high and low moments in our not only in our marriage, but also our marriage. I love Caesar with all my heart which is why I am still here, but my heart is wearing down with all this hurt. I know I am at fault for not telling him I was pregnant but he completely overreacted. Yes I am pregnant get the fuck over it.

Things have been even more weird with me and BeBe. She wants me to leave. She doesn't think its safe for me to go home. She and Caesar can't be in the same room anymore. Its like they took five giant steps back to when before they found out they were related.

I got off the hospital gown and slipped on some yoga pants and a big FSU college hoodie. I put on my blue Vans and went to meet Caesar out in the lobby where he was signing me out.

"You ready?" Caesar ask.

"Yup" I said. He took my bag and went out to the car. The silence was real in the car. I felt uncomfortable. And I could since he was uncomfortable.

Thirty minutes later we arrived home. He gave me the house key and I went to unlock the door as he got the bags. It felt so good to be home. But Lord did this man dirty my house. Like I mean you could've at least load the dishwasher. Being the OCD and Haitian that I am I immediately started cleaning.

"Bae what are you doing?" he ask coming the house.

"Cleaning my house look like a pig pen" I said.

"You can't do heavy work. Look Imma clean, I promise" he said.

"Now you damn well you haye cleaning" I said laughing.

"Okay okay I was gonna a maid for the day" he said.

"Now that sounds like you" I said as I went upstairs.

"You want her today?" He yelled from the bottom of the stairs.

"Yes!" I yelled back.

I went in the room and immediately headed for the showers. I wanted a nice hot relaxing shower. My back was hurting so I decided a hot bath would be better. I took out my Vanilla bath salts and pour some in the tub full of water.

I slowly stepped in and relaxed. I reached for the remote and turned on Pandora from the SmartTV that Caesar had placed in the bathroom. I went to slow jams radio. Slow jams always made me fell two ways. One in my deep feelings. Or two happy. Hopefully this one is gonna make me happy.

I love you... I love you... I love you

Baby I love you

You are my life

My happiest moments weren't complete

If you weren't by my side

You're my relation

In connection to the sun

With you next to me

There's no darkness I can't overcome

You are my raindrops

I am a seed

With you and God, who's my sunlight