I woke up with mattia not next to me i thought it was weird but i didnt think much of it. I went downstairs ate some breakfest and i asked one of the guards if they knew were the boys went and turns out they had some buissness to do. I was bored to i decide to help the maid clean cuhz i wasnt a brat so. I heard banging at the door i opened it it was mattia, kairi and ale.
Addi- dam you didnt have to knock that hard
M- my bad watxhu doing ?
Addi- im cleaning now gtfo my way
Kai- yo lets go play with our new toys
M- we should
Addi- Bye the fuck
Ale- awwww is good girl in a bad mood ?
Addi- ale i would hesitate to kill you bitch.
M- I'll get back to you when i come back
They left to play with the new guns they had,i just wanted attention and to feel loved like how he use to show me 3 years ago but i also thank him for not leaving at my parents house cuhz i would be dead.
3 hours later
Mattia still wasnt back i decided to smoke sinc3 its been a while.I rolled up the blunt and inhaled and exhaled
Addi- alexa play 'girl of my dreams'
Alexa- now playing 'girl of my dreams' by rod wave
Addi- and i know you are not no good for me but,you look so good to me......
Addi- and i think i need your love i dont need no one selfish..........
I started to tearing up because i was confused on weither i was not good enough or just i wasnt the one from the begining.
Addi- She looks like the girl of my dreams*sniff*
It was now 2 am and he still wasn't back so i decided to drink i took a shot after shot,to point i couldnt even see right
Addi- dam i must not be good enough
Mattias pov
Me and boys left to the land were we usually shoot at ale had brought beer we started drinking somehow we ended up in the bar with hella bitches I ended up sleepin with a bitch it 2 am and i told the boys we had to go.
End of pov
AddiSon's pov
I was lighting up another blunt and smokinh it when a slightly drunk mattia came in the house.
addi-inhale* you had fun ?*exhale
M- No i missed you come here
Addi- dont touch me mattia
M- i didnt do anything, right ale ?
Kai- boy stfu you know dam well you was clapping cheeks
M- SHUT UP
kai- My bad
Addi- your sleeping in the couch tonnight i dont want nothing to do with you im obviously not good enough if it was gonna be like this you shouldve told me so i wouldnt have to waste 3 years of my life on you good night
And with that i left upstairs and cried and eventually fell asleep
Tbc
