Addisons pov
I woke up mattia was next to me sleeping on a chair. I got up used the bathroom when i came back the nurse told me i was being realeased in 10 minutes. I woke mattia up he had already brought me clothes the car ride home i was silent. I went straight in the shower I came out and put on a white graphic shirt with biker shorts.
I was straighting my hair when mattia came in the room all drunk and he reeked of weed.
M- where you going ? He said slurring his words
Addi- no where just needed to shower now explain wht tf your drunk and smell like weed ?!
M-Its my fault.....
Addi- huh ?
M- its my fault i couldnt protect you from steven....i shouldve taken you with me or i couldve-
Addi- Its not your fault bubba, I'm still alive arent i ?
M-yes but you got fucking shot addison.
Addi- ok? I didnt die mattia
M- Wdym ook?! When I saw you in that hospital bed i felt like my whole life was tooken away i felt like i couldnt breath properly without you, i shouldve tooken the bullet not you i already put you threw alot of shit.
Addi-and i would take many more bullet just for you mattia i understand were your comming from and i love you for that, now go take a shower and change while i cook something for us and the boys.
M- I love you baby.
Addi- I love you to, can you promise me one thing ?
M- yes ?
Addi- please dont ever leave me.....
M- I promise i want you and only you mamas.
Mattia got in the shower i went downstairs and cooked some lasagna and i made some fresh pineapple juice.
Ale- dam girl watchu baking up in here ?
Addi-lasagna now go wash your hands and tell the boys to come eat.
Ale- ouu yes ma'am
Five minutes went by and none of the boys came down i went to look for them and I found them, but kai had bruises all over his face and body.
Addi-wtf happend?
Kai- nothing
Addi- kairi consentino what happend ?!
Kai- Jessica hits me he mumbled
Addi- sorry speak up
Kai- Jessica hits me!
Addi-oh hell nah, yk what i'll hamdle her later mean while ale and mattia. Go downstairs and eat I'll fix up kairi
I sat on a high stool because im still 5'2 i cleaned kairi up and we all went downstairs to eat.everyone was silent i broke the silence.
Addi- were does she live ?
Kai- Glenn drive 1625
Addi- i'll be back , and i want this dishes cleaned when i comeback
I went upstairs and went in mattias gun box i got one and loaded it.
I was going bye her house and she was sitting on her front porch smokeing weed.
I rolled down my window and shot her from the car and drove off.
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Addi- IM HOME
I went upstairs and saw that they were sniffing cocain.
Addi- yall have 5 seconds to put that shit before i shoot all of yall
Ale- nah ma we enjoying ourselfs rn
M- what he said
Kai- oh hey addison
Addi- Why? Why do yall do this ?! .
Kai-because
Addi- why ?
Ale- BECAUSE THATS HOW WE ESCAPE THE REAL WORLD WE HURT PEOPLE TO MAKE US FEEL BETTER.
M- Watch your tone ale
Addi- im done. I'll be in room
Kai-hehe bye
Hours went by and they were drinking and smoking they had bitches over im really at the point were i dont care what they do.
The next day i woke up got ready and went out to the mall i was leaving when all of a sudden a that same cute boy we sold weed to came up to me and asked my number I gave it to him cuhz why not.
I got back home and Mattia came up to me grabbing me by the throat.
M- where the fuck were you?!
Addi- get your hands of me now
He let go of me and i ran upstairs to the room.he later came in the room talm bout he sorry.
M-im sorry bout earlier, its just i thought something happend and i couldnt risk losing you
Addi- your such and asshole bro, You literally brung over other bitches last night and you were drinking and sniffing cocain wtf is wrong with you mattia im not just a bitch you can put aside cuhz i know them bitches wouldnt wait for you for 3 years would they!?
M- FUCK I FAILED YOU AGAIN THIS IS WHY IM A PIECE OF SHIT, PLEASE IM SORRY I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPEND TO ME LAST NIGHT THEY DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ADDISON
AddI- fine.
M- i love you, please im sorry i was not in the right mindset.
Addi- k
M- please dont be like that.
Addi- ok fine mattia.
M- why you called me that ?
Addi- what ?
M- my name is husband....
Addi- and my name is wife
M- come here with your fine ass, ugh i fucken love you .
Tbc
