I woke up looking like shit there was mascara all over my eyes and my eyes were puffy.
I got up took a shower and got ready, although i felt like I was about to pass out I still went downstairs to cook for the boys.
Ale- ughhhh good morning
Addi-here take the advil and water the foods done
Ale- thanks
Kai- yo was is mattia's wrist drenched in blood ?
Addi- what? Here take the advil and water the foods done ima go check up on him ok.
Kai-thanks
I went over to living room couch and there was mattia i looked at his wrist and it had cuts all over not deep enough though.
Addi- mattia wake up
M- fuck, addison ?
Addi- come on wake up so i can clean you up
He got up and followed me to the bathroom.As i cleaned his cuts he gave me a kiss on the forehead.
M- im sorry for disapointing again, i never learned how to love im sorry please i'll do anything for you to forgive me, please your actually the girl of my dreams i know i fucked up many of times.please
Addi- mattia......its not easy to forgive
M- Please !!!!!!! I love you addison cant you see that ?!
Addi- well no because all you do is be around ale and Kai all the time and fucking with bitches and making me feel like im worth nothing !
M- Maybe because thats my JOB to provide for you!
Addi- I DIDNT ASK YOU TO BRING ME HERE , I SHOULDVE DIED THE NIGHT STEVEN SHOT ME
M- NO STOP SAYING THAT I FUCKING LOVE YOU ADDISON, I SHOULDVE BEEN THE ONE IN THAT HOSPITAL BED NOT YOU.....ok not you. I may seen like i dont care about you but i dont your the love of my life.
Addi- mattia
M- nope your not leaving nope uh uh your mine
AddI- mattia who said i was leaving ?
M- pleaseeeeeeeee stay i will do anything please!
Addi- *sigh* come eat and stfu
Tbc
