3 months have passed and i gotten huge we are no longer hidden over at mar's house i miss him tho.Me and mattia+ the boys and hailey decided to move to italy mattia is his own boss over here and is in fact one of the biggest mafia leaders in italy.
But lately i feel like me and him are falling apart i just feel like Im not attractive anymore to him how do i know well he abuses me alot he hits me whenever i receive compliments from other dude i dont know why but i can't leave him.
Addi- good morning babe-
M- BRO LET ME SLEEP GO BOTHER SOMEONE ELSE !
i flinched at his actions and i went with hailey she had been the only one helping me cope with all of this.
H- hey how you doing ?
Addi- *starts tearing up * What am i doing wrongg hailey ?!
H- its ok let it all out come here
She rubs my back and mattia came in but I could care less at this point what he does to me he should kill me at this point.
M- Go get ready Now .
I nod my head and get ready in something cute and i did some slight make up
I came out the room and I met mattias eyes.
M- Wow- you uh look beautyful
Addi-*blushes* thank you i say in a low tone
M- come on
He held my hand and he took me up to one of the beaches there
M- Look i know ive been mistreating you lately , ive been trying to control all my anger inside of me....uh my um my nonna s-she died and i cant cope with that right now and ive been diagnosed with schizophrenia
Addi- * takes his hand* mi amore
Sono qui, non importa cosa amo con tutto il cuore, ma mi sento come se non fossi abbastanza bravo e che ora sono brutto
M-ho capito che la pensi così, che non lo dimentichi mai
Addi- pero que tal si le ases daño a la bebe ? Entonces que vas aser
M- I want to focus on getting better mama just for you
Addi- Okay amore te amo
M- Yo mas
Tbc
So get mf ready 😗
