This Is Paradise

Drown

Ally's P.O.V

I woke up to the sun beaming through my bedroom window. I looked over to see a sleeping Vic next to me. A smile slightly spread on his face. I kissed his nose before sliding out of bed, using a sheet to cover my bare body. Vic and I came into my room last night when things started to get heated. Last night. Vic and I haven't done anything like that ever. Sure, we almost have multiple times in the past. But I stopped him. I was never ready. Last night I was though. I truthfully don't regret anything.

I decided to wear something casual today, since Vic promised we would go visit Alex. I haven't gotten any calls from the hospital so I was concerned. I threw on some stone washed skinny jeans, and a Nirvana hoodie.

I decided it was time to wake up Vic, so I walked over to my bed. I picked up my pillow and lightly hit him in the face with it. "Wake up babe." I whispered. He laid in silence for a minute before turning over and groaning. "No." He stated. I rolled my eyes, before hitting him with the pillow again. This time a little harder. "Rise and shine Fuentes." I said, raising my voice. He finally sat up a little in bed. "That's better. Now put on some clothes." I giggled, covering my eyes. "You didn't seem to mind last night." He chuckled. I full on threw the pillow at him this time. "Watch it Victor." I said, glaring at him. I turned around and entered the bathroom.

I heard Vic get out of the bed and begin picking up his clothes. So I don't have to throw any more pillows at him now. I quickly washed my face free from last nights makeup, and brushed my teeth and hair. I just decided to leave my hair natural today to save some time. As I picked up my makeup bag, a fully clothed Vic came up behind me and kissed my temple. "No makeup today." He whimpered, taking the bag from my hand. I sighed and turned around to face him. He didn't look like he would give in and let me wear any, so I nodded my head. He smiled at me, before walking back into my room. Placing my makeup bag on my dresser.

I slipped on my black VANS and joined Vic who was already standing by the front door. "Lets stop by my place really quick so I can get a change of clothes and stuff." He said. I nodded my head and grabbed my apartment keys before following outside. After locking up, I jogged to Vic's car and hopped in the passenger side. "Ready?" He asked. "Leggo." I replied, smiling over at him. We peeled out of the apartment parking lot and heading in the direction of Vic's shared home.

Minutes later we pulled into the driveway. Vic jumped out of the car first, and I followed close behind. "Guys, I'm home!" Vic yelled as he entered. "Oh h- holy fuck!!" Jaime yelled. He noticed the love bites I left on Vic. My cheeks turned red, as I covered my face. "Jaimee." Vic pouted, speed walking down the hallway. Jaime looked over at me with wide eyes. I shrugged lightly before giggling and following Vic to his room. "You're the real MVP." I heard Jaime say. I held back a laugh, and shook my head at his comment.

By time I got to Vic's room he was dressed in black skinny jeans, VANS, and a muscle tee. "Jaime said I was the real MVP." I said, laughing. Vic gave me a look before chuckling lightly. "You ready?" I asked, sitting down on his bed. "I just gotta brush my teeth really quick." He replied. I nodded my head, and walked out into the living room to wait for him. "Let me see yours!" Jaime shouted excitedly as I walked sat down on the couch. "Jaime, leave my girlfriend alone!" Vic yelled from the bathroom. I rolled my eyes, and pulled down the hoodie a little bit. Jaime's eyes widened but he quickly composed himself. "Whoa." Was all the could say. I giggled lightly and readjusted my hoodie was Vic walked into the room. "Lets go." He said. I said my goodbye to Jaime, and followed Vic back out to his car.

In about ten minutes we arrived at the hospital. I was excited yet nervous to see how Alex was doing. He had his surgery last night, and I wanted to see if he was okay. We made our way into the emergency room through the automatic doors, to find the waiting room almost completely empty.

I walked over to the front desk, and waited for the lady to look at me. "Yes?" She asked, seeming a bit annoyed. "Um, I'm here for Alex Dawson." I stated. She flipped through some pages in her book, then looked up at me with sympathy. Huh? "I'll page his Doctor. Please wait out here." She hesitantly said. I was beginning to worry. My palms were sweaty, and my mind started racing with all the possible things that could have happened to Alex. The same doctor I talked to a couple days ago, came through the double doors and began walking over to me. Vic squeezed my hand and gave me a small smile as the doctor finally reached us.

"Ally, I'm very sorry to inform you that Alex isn't doing too well. Due to an allergic reaction to some anesthesia, he has fallen into a drug endorsed a coma." He stated, again without any emotion. I felt my heart stop. The doctor didn't even give me a second look before walking away. "How could this happen?" I choked out. "Baby.." Vic whispered. I grew angry. Angry at myself for not coming to his house that night to help him. "I'm such a fucking idiot." I whispered to myself. Luckily, Vic didn't hear me. Tears began falling down my cheeks, heavily. Vic was right for making me not wear makeup today.

I stood up and made my way outside, Vic chasing after me. Once we were out of that damn hospital, Vic grabbed ahold of my wrist and spun me around. He hugged me tightly to his body. I fell into him and sobbed into his chest. This whole thing was my fault. I should've told Alex to go to the doctors before. I shouldn't of ignored him that night. I cause pain to everyone that comes near me. Vic assuringly kissed my head, and ran his hand up and down my back. "Take a deep breath baby." He whispered. I tried to do as he was told, but my breathing wasn't steady. It was all over the place.

"Look at me." Vic begged, his voice cracking. I picked my head up lightly, and looked into his tear filled eyes. He used the pad of his thumb to wipe under my eyes. "I can't say I know he's going to be okay. Because I don't, and I don't want to lie to you. But what I do know, is that whatever happens you will never be alone." He said. I was thankful to have Vic with me. But this still hurt like a bitch. Alex saved me. What hurts is that I can't save him. This is out of my hands. Its up to him wether he stays or not. I can't save him from himself. He's slowly drowning and there's nothing I can do about it. I buried my face back into Vic's chest and continued sobbing.

I can't let him drown.

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This was really short ;-; But I'm a little tired, and distracted tonight so I decided to stop it a little early. What do you guys think? Will Alex be okay? Will Ally break? Hmm... A picture of Alex is pinned above along with Drown by Bring Me The Horizon. Also Vic will be doing a lot more things with the band soon so expect more Mike, Tony, and Jaime. :)

- Amber xxx