This Is Paradise

Lies

Picture - Kellin Quinn being adorable as fuck

Vic's P.O.V

After Kellin was completely in his bus, I slowly made my way over. I needed to get some fucking answers on how Ally was doing. I was worried sick that something bad had happened to her. I slowly knocked on the bus door, and seconds later Kellin swung the door open. "Hey man, what's up?" He questioned. "Can I come in?" I asked. He nodded his head and moved aside, making room for me to enter the bus. "Hey, I have you heard from Ally lately? She hasn't been answering me and I'm really worried." I said, even though I already knew his answer. He tensed up a bit but quickly recovered.

"No, I'm sorry." He said, sounding guilty. He lied right to my face. My anger was growing by the second. He knew something, but he wasn't tell me. What hurt even more was that Ally told him not to speak a word of it to me. "What the fuck ever." I spat before storming off the bus.

I knew I shouldn't have taken that tone with Kellin, considering he was one of my best friends but I was beyond pissed right now. For all I know Ally could be contemplating suicide. If Kellin wasn't going to tell me, I needed to try again with Ally. Which most likely would get me no where.

Kellin's P.O.V

"What the fuck ever." Vic spat before storming off the bus, slamming the door behind him. Fuck. He knows something. I sighed loudly and leaned back on the couch. I knew I had to tell him. I didn't want to lose his trust after so long of being close with him. I took my phone out of my pocket and decided to tell Vic to meet me in my bus after the concert.

I knew it was time for me to atleast explain to him what the fuck is going on.

Alysha's P.O.V

After my phone call with Kellin, I slid my phone into my back pocket. I knew he was right. I needed to stop ignoring Vic. There was no way in hell that I would tell him what's happening though. The last thing I want is for him to get stressed out over something as stupid as myself.

I stood up off my bed and decided to shower. It's been a while since I've showered and to be honest, I smelt like absolute shit. I walked over to my closet and got out a new pair of underwear and a sports bra. For clothes I picked out some black spandex, and Vic's rainbow tye die hoodie. It made me feel like he was still here.

I walked across the hall and into the bathroom, stripping out of my clothes. After turning on the water, I looked at my reflection in the mirror. Fresh scars lined my thighs and upper arms. Something I haven't told anyone about yet. Not even Kellin. I made the marks yesterday after having another dream about my dad hurting me. He told me Vic's only with me out of pity and I actually believed him. It did make sense though. No one ever cared about me, so why did Vic suddenly take interest in me? He's only pretending to seem like a good person. He's probably met someone better on tour anyway.

I shook the thought from my head, and stepped into the shower. I winced in pain as the hot water came into contact with my cuts. But the pain was soon come over by relief. I liked the feeling of pain. It distracted me from the actual problem at hand.

After a fairly long shower, I dried myself off and quickly got changed. With one last disapproving glance in the mirror, I walked back into my room. Suddenly my phone buzzed on the bedside table with a call. The picture of Vic and I putting the star on the Christmas tree flashed across the screen and I groaned. I knew I would have to talk to him eventually no matter how much I didn't want too. Before I could change my mind, I swiped the screen to answer the call.

"Hello?" I squeaked into the phone. "You actually answered." Vic said, sounding upset. I stayed silent for a few seconds. "Yup." I finally responded, popping the P. "Ally, are you okay?" He asked. "Yeah." I stated blankly, no emotion in my voice. "Stop Ally, give me an actual answer." He pleaded, you could hear the frown that was plastered on his face by the tone of his voice.