This Is Paradise

Would You Still Be There

Alysha's P.O.V

We had just walked into the hospital, and I made my way to the front desk to go see Alex. Vic wanted to come with me this time, he felt considerably bad knowing that his fan was in a coma and he hadn't visited him yet. We made our way back to his room, and I slowly opened the door. I wasn't prepared for what I saw. There was Alex. Sitting on his hospital bed. Awake.

I ran over to him and pulled him into a bone crushing hug. "Alex!" I yelled, a tear falling from my eye. "Ally!" He yelled back, hugging me back. "When did you?" I choked out, a huge smile on my face. "This morning." He replied, wiping the stray tear from my face. I hugged him once again for what seemed like hours before Vic swooped in and have Alex a hug too. "Alex is probably screaming like a little girl on the inside." I giggled, snapping a picture of them together. Alex blushed a little and Vic chuckled, making his way back over to me.

We spent the next two hours talking to Alex and catching up. I didn't tell him about everything that happened. He just woke up from a month and a half long a coma this morning. I didn't want to stress him out.

Once we left the hospital Vic and I decided to head back to my apartment so I can get my things ready for the tour. I did let Alex know I would be leaving with Vic though. He says he's super happy for me, and expects a call everyday. It means everything to have my best friends support. "Happy much?" Vic asked, chuckling. I haven't even realized until now that I had this huge smile on my face since I first saw Alex alive. "I'm more than happy. Im ecstatic, I'm cheery, I'm just extremely happy." I gushed, my smile only growing bigger. "I'm glad to hear that baby." He replied, squeezing my hand. We pulled into the apartment parking lot and jumped out of Vic's car.

We got inside the apartment, and Vic closed the door behind him. I suddenly felt Vic grab onto my wrist and pull me close to him. Without giving me a second to speak, he attacked my lips with his. "I love seeing you happy again." He mumbled against my lips. I smiled before reconnecting our lips. His hands rested on my hips as he lightly pushed me against the wall. Memories of the night at the venue clouded my mind. When he pushed me against the wall just like he did tonight. The feeling of his lips against my neck was heaven. I shuttered at the thought of it.

His tongue slipped into my mouth, and my hands tangled in his hair. I would pay big money to have every night like this. His lips departed from mine, and collided with my neck. I bit my lip as he picked me up, and my legs wrapped around his waist. His hands were holding me up by my thighs. We parted from the wall and he carried me down the hall to my bedroom before carefully setting me down on my bed. He bit down slightly on the skin just below my ear, and I shivered. The things he does to me... "Vic." I whispered. He pulled away from my neck and looked up into my eyes. "Yeah babe?" He replied. "Will you always be here?" I asked, almost embarrassed to ask him this. "What do you mean?" He replied, confused. "If I could find the words, or if I could shake the world. If I could turn back time would you still be there?" I rushed out.

This has been on my mind for a while now. I still have that feeling that eventually Vic is going to leave me. Who wouldn't? I just haven't had the courage to ask him yet. He didn't speak for a second. I was scared of what his answer would be. "Baby, I'm never going to leave you." He choked out.I turned over so I was now laying on my side and looked into his big, beautiful brown eyes. "Promise?" I asked, just to assure myself that he wasn't leaving. "Even if you wanted me to leave, I wouldn't leave. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't think I could ever make it without you." He replied, cupping my face with his hands. "I love you." He added. "I love you." I replied, kissing him passionately.

He flipped us over so I was laying under him, as he was hovering over me. His tongue found it's way back into my mouth, chills going down my spine. This time I flipped us over, so he was laying on his back and I straddled him. His hands traveled up my hoodie, and he ran his fingers over my scars. It didn't hurt though. It felt good.

He tugged on the bottom of my hoodie, and I reacted by lifted my arms in the air as he slipped it off my body. I caught a glimpse of the scars on my stomach, and suddenly got self conscious. I crossed my arms over my stomach, and Vic must have noticed my actions. He grabbed a hold of my hands, and pulled my arms slowly away. "You're beautiful baby. Don't try to hide it." He said, sitting up slightly to once again connect our lips.

Vic's P.O.V

I noticed her insecurity as she covered her new scars with her arms. My heart dropped in despair. I grabbed her small hands in mine, and slowly pulled both of her arms away. "You're beautiful baby. Don't try to hide it." I assured her. She lightly nodded before I sat up, and hungrily kissed her once more.

I wanted to prove to her that I would never leave her. After the whole incident I feel like she doesn't trust anyone as much as she used too. It hurts to know I might be one of those people. I didn't want her to get scared and leave me. Hell, I was scared. She was so insecure, and fragile. But at the same time she was head strong and well built. I thought of every single reason I didn't want to lose her, as I slowly undressed her.

Her hoodie - Her Beauty
Skinny Jeans - Her ability to pull through

And everything in between. She was perfect in and out. I would always be there. She couldn't get rid of me even if she tried. I would always find my way back in.

I crashed down into the bed next to her. Sweat beading down both of our faces. She even looked beautiful when she was worn out. Knowing that I was the reason why makes it all the better. "Vic." She whispered, in between breaths. I glanced over to her, wrapping my arms around her small, bare body. "Please stay." She begged, looking back at me with tired eyes. "Forever with you." I promised her, pecking her lips one final time before she rested her head on my chest. I felt her breathing steady as she fell into a deep sleep.

Now it was my turn to fall asleep. I rested my head down on the pillow, and closed my eyes. Which felt like they were each carrying one hundred pound weights. My mind went blank as the world went back. I drifted off into sleep next to the one I love. Which is how I want to spend the rest of my life. With her.

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This chapter isn't as well written as the others, but I tried to make it a tad bit longer :) I'm not going to go too in dept with most sex scenes because it's a little awkward for me. But I try to make them as interesting as possible ;) Vote, comment, and all that :)

- Amber xxx