°Camp Camp X Reader° [One Shots]

David x ·Depressed· Reader

Trigger warning! This one shot contains suicidal thoughts and mention of self harm if you don't like don't read!

*ART IS NOT MINE, ALL CREDIT GOES TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNER*

(Y/N POV)
I closed my eyes, if you believe hard enough you'll be back home with B/F/N (best friends name). I held my eyes for a couple more seconds. Wow its actually- I felt a slight tug on my shirt, never mind. I sighed and opened my eyes.

"Yes Max?"
"Nikki's stuck in a tree"
"Again?", he nodded. It is Saturday, right? I checked my phone, yup Saturday, Jesus its only 10am? "Alright, lets go".

After I finally got Nikki out of the tree Nerris needed help setting up her D.N.D game, and then Harrison needed an assistant, and THEN Neil needed new test tubes, it was just one thing after another. Before I knew it the day was over, whelp there goes my break from these kids. I heard the sound of a car pulling in. That's right David and Gwen went into town today, that's why I didn't have any help. Oh yah, its definitely not because they hate you. I was pulled out of my thoughts when I felt a hand on my shoulder "So how were the campers, I hope they weren't to much", David gave me his signature smile. Id be lying if I said I didn't have feelings for the guy. I mean who wouldn't, he's perfect in everyway, he's kind, selfless, helpful, he always knows how to cheer everyone up. Not to mention his looks, his soft red hair matches his emerald green eyes perfectly and his tan skin really brings out his freckles.

I pulled myself out of my thoughts to reply "Eh, they were ok, a lot needier then usual but its fine", I gave him the best fake smile I could muster. Please don't notice. "Are you ok? You look a little worn out", fuck. "I'm fine Davey, just a little tired is all", I hated lying to David but I would rather him not know about my depression. "Well you can go to bed early if you'd like, me and Gwen will deal with putting the campers to bed", he's to sweet for his own good. "Thanks Davey, see ya in the morning", he gave me a quick hug. "See you in the morning Y/N", I turned around and headed to my cabin.

I had barely even shut the door when I could feel the tears forming in my eyes, God, your so fucking useless. I leaned against the wall and slid down to the floor, Nothing bad even happened why the fuck are you crying. I hugged my knees up to my chest. Do you really think David would ever love someone like you. "Shut up", I mumbled to myself. When David sees who you really are he'll be disgusted. I could feel the tears rolling down my face. Your just a pathetic, self harming, crybaby, he'd never care about you. And who would. I stood up and walked over to my bed, maybe some music can block out the voices. I grabbed my phone, put on my head phones, and played some of my favorite CaveTown songs. Before I knew it I was fast asleep.

*Time skip*

"Hey, are you ok? Your eyes have been kinda puffy all week", Gwen placed a hand on my shoulder. No Gwen I'm not ok, iv been crying myself asleep for the past week, and the only motivation I have is that I don't want David to find out. "Yah I'm fine just Ya'know been staying up a little too late", I gave her a weak smile. "Are you sure? I know you like David more then me so I could watch the kids while you too talk", why do they care about me. "I'm sure, and you really don't have to worry about me I'm fine", please worry about me, I'm not fine. "I can tell that your lying, but I wont push it", she stood up from her spot in the mess hall, "I'm gonna go help David set up activities, you have a good day off", and with that Gwen was gone and I was alone...again.

I decided to spend my day off in my cabin since I didn't really have anywhere else to go. I sat at to top of my bed crying, why? I don't even know. I heard a knock on my door. "Y-Y/N are you ok?", David's voice was muffled but the door. "I- I'm f-ine Davey", my voice was shaky, "Don't lie, I can hear you crying. Can I come in?", fuck. I waited a bit before replying "Sure", David slowly opened and closed the door. "Hey, hey, what's wrong, why are you crying?", he sat beside me at the head of my bed. "I-I don't know. E-everything just d-drains the energy from me. I cant- I-I don't feel motivated to do anything, and everything just.... scares me, a-and not in the horror movie type way, the first job interview after you turn 18 type a way", he pulled me in for a hug "I see", he ran his fingers through my hair. "I remember feeling that way when my parents kicked me out the house, I had just turned 18 and they were so happy to get rid of me. But I found camp Campbell again and when I got the job here it al just made sense. I got better and now look at me, I'm happy. So I can speak from experience when I say, it does get better", I could feel my tears soaking into David shirt. "You promise?", David let out a little laugh "I promise", he leaned down and kissed the top of my head, and for the first time in a while I gave him a genuine smile.

!Bonus!

The door slowly cracked open "Y-Y/N?", Max stuck his head in. "O-oh your busy, ill just come back later", he started to close the door, "No, no its fine Max, what do you need?", surprisingly Max was one of the easiest campers to deal with and the nicest, well to me at least. He opened the door fully and walked over to my bed, he held out a small bunch of flowers "I got bored of Harrisons stupid magic show so I decided to ditch it and get you these, you know since you've been so off this week", Max avoided making eye contact with me. "Aww thank you Max, this really means a lot", I could feel my eyes watering up again. "W-whatever", a small smile tugged at his lips "G-glad you like them", he looked over at David- who, looked like he was gonna explode "You, keep your fucken mouth shut, or I'm telling Gwen about your stupid little crush on Y/N", both mine and David's face went red, wait, crush? "Oh, wait did you two...not...ah shit, well uh have fun, enjoy the flowers, I'm gonna make sure Neil hasn't killed anyone, bye", Max then ran out of the cabin closing the door behind him.

Word count: 111

Hope you like it and just a note if you going through something just know that your not alone, there is a light at the end of the tunnel and if you ever need to talk I'm right here, if you need to rant ill listen if you need advice I can try my best, iv gone through a lot and because of things that have happened I never told anyone, and I know it only makes things harder. And with everything happening the suicide rate is up and I want to help lower it even if it is just one person at a time. So please if you think you need help, reach out.

~Soren