Teen Wolf Baby of the pack

Ch. 27 "I don't want to"

                              Alicia POV

I'm now in the loft, laying on my stomach with my paws crossed, Peter is sitting across from me playing cards, as we wait for the others to arrive 

"What's you're move mini Lahey?" He said 

I slammed my paw on the ground,

"No you don't want me to hit you again with a card do you your getting close to 21," He said 

I slammed my paw on the ground harder, 

"Okay if you say so," He said 

"Dam you win again," He said 

"Gotta admit she's good," Boyd said 

Then the door slid open, 

"Where is she?" My brother said 

I slowly sat up, sitting as tall as I could, 

"She's still a wolf?" Isaac said 

Derek nodded, 

Once Stiles and Scott came into view, I got into playing puppy mode down ward dog my tail wagging, 

"What's- what's she doing?" Stiles said 

Peter smirked, 

"Looks like she's ready to play again," Peter said 

"Go ahead chase after her and see what happens," Peter said 

Scott shrugged, and chased me 

I ran to the others side, wagging my tail getting in playful puppy stance again, 

Everyone was smiling at how I was acting, I even caught Derek smiling a little, 

"How do we get her to turn back?" Isaac asked 

"Like this," Derek said walking towards me letting out a loud roar, making me bow my head, as my ears go back, 

then I felt every bone in my body begin to break again, 

after the excruciating pain I was finally back to normal, but you know no clothes, 

Isaac took off his coat, putting it over me, for some reason I was cold but sweaty at the same time, 

I don't want to be this, I thought, the pain of transforming, I don't want to do that again, I thought, 

"Alice?" Isaac said 

I slowly stood up, 

"I'm- I'm gonna get dressed," I said in a raspy voice walking by everyone 

                                       Isaac POV

after I took my jacket off putting it over her, I could see the sadness in her eyes, I recognize that look, after our dad would hurt her, she would bottle it up, not wanting to relive the incident, I thought 

"Alice?" I asked 

She slowly stood up, 

"I'm- I'm gonna go get dressed," She said in a raspy voice but shaky 

we all watched as she walked up the stairs, 

"Is she going to be okay?" Scott said 

"She's going to have to learn how to control it, even though she's a pup, once her wolf matures she could get dangerous," Peter said 

"We can show her," Scott said 

"How? none of us turn into an actual wolf,"Cora said 

"I have transformed but differently," Peter said 

"I'm gonna go talk to her," I said walking up stairs, 

"Alice?" I said knocking on the door, 

I slowly opened the door, to see her sitting on the bed looking at her hands, 

I sat next to her, 

"Alice, talk to me," I said 

"I don't want to be this Isaac," She said with a shaky voice, 

"I know," I said 

"It hurt so bad," She said her eyes watering, 

I was kneeling in front of her, I see the tears in her eyes, 

she wrapped her arms around my neck, 

"Isaac, I don't want to turn again, I don't want to," She said as she cried, 

I petted her hair, 

"We'll figure something out, I promise," I said looking up at the ceiling 

How am I supposed to protect her, when the one thing causing her pain is the thing that makes her transform into a wolf, I thought 

what am I gonna do