Short Stories & Poems

LOVE #04

I didn't believe in love. Love is suck, girls are sucks. I've loved someone before but she cheated on me, I saw her kissing other man, I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. I'm just keep staring to them who enjoyed their precious kiss while I'm watching. They say a faithful man will find a faithful woman but in my case I find a woman who broke my heart into a million pieces. I'm so angry, I'm so broke, my chest was tighten up. My eyes are wet because of the tears, my mouth was opened because I'm so shocked to what I see.

That day was my nightmare, it always appeared in my dream, and everytime that I remembered that my heart still hurt for fucking sake. But one night, my dream was different, my dream is a girl who have a wings and two horns in her head, she keep smiling and always saying ー We deserved to be loved truly, right? ー I can't answer her question because I was staring at her amazingly, she wore a white dress and she wore a pretty face. I'm so confused if she's an angel or a demon, because of the horns she have. But for me she's a fallen angel, she saved me from my nightmare.

But suddenly, I was about to sleep but I was so shocked when the girl in my dream appeared in front of me. I'm shocked because of her beautiful face in person, I didn't feel any fear to my body. She's smiling like she always do in my dreams, her smile was the brightest thing I've ever seen. How I wish that I will see it everyday of my life. If I'm gonna fall for her, then I'm gonna love her eternally because she deserve it.

She's walking towards at me that time, when she reached my bed, she sat beside me, she caressed my cheeks and pinch it. She laughed when she do that, and I was so very shy that time because I don't know what to say to her.

"You look cute when you're blushing, Jerome." she said with a sweet tone

"A-Ah..Y-You look beautiful.." I said nervously

"Hahaha! You're nervous! Are you afraid of me?" when she asked that question her voice was sad

"O-Of course not! I was so shocked because you appeared in front me! Is it really possible that your dreams will be real!?" I said fastly and she smiled at me

"Yeah it's possible!" she said. "You know why I appeared in your nightmare dreams?" she asked

"Why? Why did you appeared?" I asked

"Because I don't want you to suffer anymore, seeing you suffer in that dream keeps my heart aching." she said seriously

I don't why I feel this. My heart is beating so fast.

"Your wings.."

"It's normal, they disappear when I'm in the world of humans."

"Thankyou for saving me, thankyou for saving me in my fucking nightmare.." I said and hugged her. "I love you!"

"I love you too."

"Y-You love me?"

"Of course! I love you for a long time, Jerome. I'm always watching you, because when I first saw you I fall in love easily to you, you're too faithful to be hurted by someone. Seeing you crying everyday makes my heart aching." she said and her tears started to falling downed

"Then, why didn't appeared that day I was hurt? Why didn't you tell me that you love me? Why?" I asked to her, while caressing her cheek

"Because this love I feel for you was forbidden. Loving you is a mistake." she said while crying

"No. We can live free, and we can be a normal couple, right" I said with a frustrated voice

"No. You need to kill me, to forget my existence and to forget what you feel to me. And to exchange you will find a woman who will love you faithfully and eternally. It's sound good, right?"

"No. I will never do that to you!" I shouted angrily

"You can do that, because If you wont this world will be destroy by someone.."

"Fuck! No way!" I shouted again with my frustrated voice

She gave me a knife. "Kill me now, or you will regret not doing that."

"No, you're my angel..." my teares start to falling downed when I saw her smiling while her tears was falling down

I grabbed the knife from her and I stab her chest fastly. "T-Thankyou... I-I a-always love you, Jerome.."

Her body vanishing slowly...why? Why? Why our love is forbidden...
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When the girl vanished completely the man named Jerome forgot everything and also his feeling for her angel.. How saddened this forbidden love...