I Give My All Of You( Saifahzon )

Overthought misunderstandings

Saifah

Although he seems not to be mad at me but i feel hesitant to face him. I'm still confused about my behaviour how i got the guts to wear him a necklace last night. I am totally a jerk!
Is he pretending to be fine coz he thinks that i'm gone nuts or something? What if he actually thinks that i'm a pervert pretending to be his friend to grab a chance when i have?? What if....

"Phi!!! Watch out!!.."

....i was drowning in my thoughts that i didn't even notice that i'm crossing a red-traffic and nearly bumped into a car. But as i've been riding bikes for a long time,i could avoid the car by turning the handle to the left.....it was an almost-crash!

"Watch where you're going kid! If you weren't a student,i won't let you go like this.." yelled the driver with annoyance.

"Sorry khrub!" I shouted back though he has driven off.

"What's happening Phi? Were you zoning out?"

I sighed heavily not answering her question.

"Is it because of him?...Zon?.."she smirked.

"No! Of course not...i'm not zoning out and it's not because of him. I'm fine."

She squinted at me as if she was trying to know what i'm thinking.

"Okay then..let's go. Don't do that again. Be careful.."

"Imm..."

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Zon

Saifah has been avoiding me lately. Although he still looks after me,he doesn't talk with me like before and doesn't face me....... just like how he did at the start. I don't like it! In fact,i hate it. I mean,what's making him do like this?..

Is it because of..that?..that day...i just stood up from the bench and didn't even look back if he's coming with me. Did i seem to be ignoring him? Is he sulking?...huhh.
I shouldn't have done that...but if i didn't, our lips could be sealed.....i know that he was trying to kiss me..maybe because he was carried away?....and i didn't have any idea to get out from the situation so,i did that weird thing which i didn't know it would make me regret...
Whatever,i hope he doesn't do this anymore...i'm bothered enough with his behaviour.
I'm not the old Zon anymore...i need friends...i need care..i need protection...the word 'want' would be more suitable. But i don't know why i have changed so much...
All i know is...at this time,i need a friend...like Saifah..No..i need Saifah...i need him...the nice ,warm, protecting and caring Saifah....not the cold ignoring one like this....

I don't know the reason why my heart feels ache seeing him ignoring me. I feel like being pulled down by an anchor...

I.....i have...feelings for him right? But...what kind of feeling is it? I've never encountered before. Anyways,it would just make my head ache to death if i try to consider and realize that feeling..........

A/N: i know this is too short..sorry..but the next chapter will be great. Hope you guys are still into this story..
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