I Give My All Of You( Saifahzon )

Anxiety

Zon had been going to Saifah's house for a few weeks. Some days,he would leave after studying and some days,he would sleepover at his. In the mornings,Zon would find himself cuddling with Saifah. It's not a thing to do with friends but he likes the feeling he gets when cuddling with him. Waking up in his own bed doesn't feel good anymore. And having conversations with his mother was kinda enjoying.

"Sai...how long will you practice today?" Zon asked.

"Hmm...well i skipped about 3 days so i might have to practice for 3 hours?.."

Zon sighed in slight disappointment. Saifah wanted to join the university's sports competition and he had to start practising football since last week,and when Saifah's not with him,he feels like a thirdwheel with Zee and Saint although they don't leave him alone. In fact,he just feels empty and lonely without Saifah.

"Can't you practise on weekends?" Zon gave the puppy look and
Saifah had to struggle to withstand with what he was bombed.

"I ..can't,Zon. I'm sorry. My teammates will curse me if i'm absent again. You can come see me while i'm practising..
Ok? We'll see after school,too right?...now stop sulking and smile a bit na.." He convinced him with his best smile.

"Don't go anywhere alone ok? Zee will also be practising so stay with Saint here. And Saint,please look after him." He said worriedly that made the smaller to beam. Saint just frowned at Saifah annoyingly and shook his head.

"Imm...i know. No need to worry that much. You've already told it for a thousand times,Sai. I can take care of myself,too." He reassured.

Saifah was absent from his practice sessions just because he felt insecure for Zon and plus,Zon didn't want him to go. Saifah doesn't watch football matches often but he likes playing it. It's like the only sport he's interested in. But now he regrets for joining the competition since Zon would make him feel guilty and uneasy whenever he would go practising.

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After class,Zon hurriedly put his books in his bag and slung it,fastening his steps out of the boring classroom. Saint hasn't finished the lesson on the board yet so,he
left Saint and went on his own to see Saifah. Saint shouted at him to wait but Zon just yelled back teasingly"I'm going to Saifah! You should go see your boyfriend instead! No need to come with me!"

Zon made his way to where Saifah was supposed to be but he halted his steps and turned back to the restroom. He wanted to fresh up first.
Zon quickly did his necessary and was washing his hands when he heard a sound of someone whistling and also some footsteps. He looked at the entry and was freaked out a bit.

"Oh! Ben..look who's here!" The student who first entered the restroom said.

"Ah...Zon..." The guy named Ben smirked.
There was another student beside him.

"You alone?.." Ben asked.

Zon took his bag and immediately made his steps but was stopped by the guy who he's feeling afraid of.

"Where are you going? Let's talk. We haven't talked for a long time..since you changed your seat." He smirked again and that really got on Zon's nerves.

"I..i have to go. Maybe later." He tried to get out of the place but Ben pulled his arm hard,making Zon stand in front of him again.

"Where will you go huh? To your Saifah?! I know he's practising. Now he can't interrupt me anyway." He said,still gripping Zon's hand.

"LET ME GO..." Zon said word by word,trying to pull his hand out of the guy's grip but he wasn't strong enough.

"You think i will?..."