I Give My All Of You( Saifahzon )

Weird Friends

Saifah

As i was about to start my gaming session,Zon stood beside me with those loose-sized pajamas,giving me that puppy look....as usual.

I can't help but to smile secretly,gritting my teeth. He's so damn cute!

"Zon..if you're gonna lean on me and fall asleep again, you should go to sleep before that happens."

"Nope. I promise. I won't fall asleep this time. I'm sure." He protested quickly.

"That's what you would tell everytime before actually falling asleep.."

"Pinky promise,Sai. Please...i wanna watch the game...please..na...." He pleaded,holding my arm with his hands and shaking it. How can i deny it anymore?...

"If you fall asleep again,i won't carry you to bed this time. I'll just let you sleep on the chair."

"Yay! I promise i won't." He quickly sat down beside me and continued-

"And..you..that's what you would tell everytime to make me not fall asleep but in reality,you won't really leave me here,will you?" He smiled and shifted my arm around him..as usual. I just sighed.

"Yeah yeah..you win. As you want."
He chuckled in a soft baby tone which caused my heart to melt.

"I'm kidding..i won't sleep..don't worry. I also feel bad that you're carrying me to bed whenever i sleepover at yours.
............and.....i'm....sorry..."

"Ai'Zon..it's ok. You're not heavy at all. No need to feel sorry or bad." I convinced him.He looked up at me with miserable eyes.

"I mean...for today..." Hearing his words,the whole stupid thing i didn't want to think about appeared in my mind again. The way that asshole was harassing him.....it really gets on my nerves!

Zon's head was crestfallen. He didn't utter a word for several seconds before finally speaking out something very softly.

"I'm so stupid and careless...." His voice was slightly trembling. Is he crying again? I bent my head a bit to see his face...and yes. His eyes were welling with tears. Why does he always have to break my heart like this unnecessarily..?!

"Hey Zon! You're not. It was... just a coincidence. Calm down na..you don't have to cry for this."

"But you got hit. It's because of me. None of this would have happened if i waited for Saint. "

"It's ok..it's just nothi-"

"What if they....report you to the principal and you got suspended? What if they stalk you and do something to you while going back home?...What if-"

"They don't dare doing anything. Because it's them who started first. Everything's fine. Calm down. And it's not because of you but because of me. I just shouldn't have joined the competition. Let's just forget about it. Don't talk about that ever again..ok?..
Now..stop crying na...."

I rubbed off the tear rolling down his cheek. He turned to look at me,straight into my eyes,smiling faintly.

"Why are you..so nice to me?.."

Coz...you already have my heart,Zon...you've taken it since the day we met. And without even noticing,i've given you all of my heart... I've given you all of me,Zon. How can i not be nice to the person who's keeping my heart? If something happens to you,it will hurt me to the core....so how can i not be nice to you,my baby Zon?
It would be very good if only you heard my words.

"Sai..."

"....."

"Sai...answer me.."

"..It's because...you're my friend... my very best friend. Since you came,i felt a lot more happier and.... uh...i'm not a third guy anymore.. so...i should be nice and caring to the person who makes me happy,shouldn't i?" I beamed but cursed myself inside.