Charlis pov: after kissing chase i run to my room and sit on the floor and cry my eyes out. I can't be with him again he broke me. Luckily Dixie went to the sway house to see griffin so she's not here to see this. I feel an anxiety attack coming. It starts and I can barely breathe. I'm just balling on the floor having an anxiety attack. Everything duplicates. And chase barges through my bedroom door. He sits on the ground and calms me though I'm still crying with mascara running down my face. I stand up and I'm about to say something when someone calls me. It's Matt and I answer. He says "charli I'm breaking up with you" I say "w- why?" He says "you won't have sex with me and I found someone who will and I cheated on you. Bye" he hangs up and another tear drops from my eye. Chase says "was your little boyfriend checking up on you" I say "nope" he says "wait what happened?" I say "he just broke up with me because I won't have sex with him because I thought he was using me for sex and I was right. And I never really liked him. He treated me like shit." Chase says "awe charli I'm sorry" I say "chase it's fine I just wanna lay down and cry please leave me alone" he says "okay I'm here if you need me okay?" I say "yeah thanks" I literally lay down and cry in my pillow. I put my AirPods in and listen to my sad playlist. As the song "selfish by Madison beer" comes on I start balling. It's not just about Matt it's about chase too. I just can't catch a break from boys. As the song is playing Dixie walks in and says "what happened charls?" I don't answer and she walks away.
Chases POV: Dixie gets back from sway and goes upstairs and 1 minutes later comes down. The whole hype house besides charli is in the living room and Dixie says "what the fuck happened with charli?" Looking at me I say "her idiot now ex boyfriend broke up with her" Dixie says "Matt?" I nod. Dixie says "why did he?" I say "I don't know if charli wants everyone knowing that so go talk to her" she says "spit it out Hudson" I say "fine he cheated on her and said the reason is because she wouldn't have sex with him" Dixie says "yeah she said she thought he was using her for sex so she wouldn't hook up with him" Thomas says "what a douche" nick says "yeah" Dixie looks at her phone and says "dang" Addison, Avani, and Kouvr do too. Everyone says "what" they show us this
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Addison says "its the hype house girls private snap we all share" Dixie says to me "you should go up there chase" I say "she probably crying because of me I cant" Dixie says "what you mean?" I say "well we talked today and it got really emotional let's just say she's mad as hell at me but still loves me" Thomas says "chase your an asshole" Dixie says "yeah I'm the one that had to deal with her crawling into my bed every night at 4 am sobbing. All she did was cry literally." Madi says "she really went through it and all you did was hook up with other girls" I say "that's because I was trying to get my mind off of her but it never worked" Thomas says "get your feelings behind you and go comfort her y'all were together for 4 months" I say "okay" I walk upstairs to her room and knock on the door she doesn't open it so I just walk in. I mean if she's changing its not like I haven't seen her naked. But she's not she's laying on her bed listening to music. I lay on her bed and she takes her AirPods out. She says "chase I know we're not together but can you cuddle me please? I just need it. I say "sure" I put my hands around her waste and she leans into me and puts her head on my chest. I scratch her head. She says "I've missed you" I say "I've missed you too charls" she yawns and falls asleep. I also drift off.
