Life of Tyler Hess

Life is good

So if you read the last chapter I said their would be another chapter here it is!!!!!
So I woke up this morning and life has been good like really good got things figured out and removed the negative people or as some people call haters . So my bestfriend is back in my life and I was talking to this girl name Caylee and she told me she didn't want a relationship but why did you she flirt and go along with everything I said instead of saying sorry but I don't want a relationship so don't get attached and then my bestfriend Kaydence was right I did end up getting hurt my hard-headed self didn't believe her and now I'm listening to music and thinking about life . My uncle Ray is in the hospital and he don't want to eat or drink anything and even worse no one can really see or talk to him. What if God is saying it's his time to go? I only saw him like four times but he's still my uncle and I love him. Also been spending time with my grandmaw and Aunt and my uncle Justin who recently got out of prison. Tomorrow is drive thru graduation and tbh idk how I feel about that but like I know it won't be the same as a regular graduation. Family still be screaming but they have to take pictures from the cars and can't get out.  I never thought graduation would come like this it's just won't be the same and I will probably cry because it's been a rough four years of high school and twelve or thirteen years of school and none of it was easy , got bullied and judged . I can honestly say I'm glad I didn't kill myself last summer because I would have never been able to get where I am today if I did. It was a rough time in my life where I couldn't take anymore and I hope none of y'all go through that feeling because it's the worse feeling ever and the bad part is I didn't tell anyone because I was scared they would judged me and not help me or stop me from doing it but really life has not been easy with the Corona Virus and now the protest because a cop killed a black male name George Floyd the cop did mess up and the peaceful protests are nice but the buildings and businesses and stealing stuff from stores is that what the world has come to? I'm sorry but it's too much I get black people get treated badly and yall need to be heard but the buildings being burned and people stealing things in my opinion y'all just using George Floyd as an excuse to break the law and also don't say all cops are back because of a couple . Not everyone is the same. God made us all different in our own ways and I'm thankful for everything he has done for me and hope y'all have a great day!!!