"You have to marry him and it's an order"dad barks.
"But you can't you just can't" I cried
"Besides we sold you so it's no big deal you have to"dad shout
Too shocked at this news my eyes open wide without knowing my own voice betrayed me without me knowing I'm tired of being the pushed around and slave of the family.
"Mom you guys can't just marry me of to some dude for the sake of money come on I have a future yet to find love and happiness please don't do this to me I begged tears threatened to fall now but I couldn't cry I couldn't. I felt betrayed used by my family.
"Oh just shut up what do you know of love happiness don't be so ungrateful after all we did for you can't do this one thing for us I mean it's not the last thing i'll ask you to do something that you have to and will do" mother grined evilly"Life can be so unfair" "oh but it never was"
"Any way he agreed that you meet with him tomorrow evening for wedding purposes"mom said smiling
"But why me just why are you doing this to me.... I was cut off when Dad slap me across my face the tears flow freely down my cheeks not caring anymore for the first time in my life I had the courage to yell at my parents I shut at both parents.
"You will meet with him end of discussion"dad shout
That's when I lost it I shout at the top of my lungs
"I fucking hate you both and you Grandma you just gonna sit there let them marry me to some heartless guy. I loved you all i would have done everything to help you stay alive my whole life .I lived to serve you did everything to make you all happy and yet you did this get rid of me thanks"I shout my voice cracked at the end feeling nothing but hurt and betrayal I stormed up stairs to my room slamming the door behind me.
Hearing my dad knocks on my door I told him to go away yelling that I opened the door."just go away leave me alone"
I had nothing no one on my side always the unwanted child .
Without a single tear left to cry I feel a sleep with no other thought
Why can't they allow me the choice of making my own path?
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Forgiveness Doesn't Comes That Easy
LosoweOnika James grey has face so much from both her family and her now husband that constantly cheats and mistreats her has his personal slave and wants nothing to do with her but still holding faith she stays quiet about everything