Forgiveness Doesn't Comes That Easy

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The coldness of my in-laws are unforgettable but here I am forgiving them for there sins.

After my family sold me for money as a personal maid the feeling of betrayal never left my soul it's has always been there . It's has been 13 months of slavery and yet they never contacted me were they that despite to get rid of me.

All my life I had a dream of being an actress the responsibility of being a character of daily struggle of persons that have lost hope silently begging people out there to protect others out there in need silently begging others out there build up the hopes and dreams of the needy.

After being a straight A student for so long all my life being the nerd the book worm never been at a single party just not a cool kid.

My family wasn't a poor one they weren't rich either they just didn't love me growing up. I never had any friends and my tramp of a family made sure of that.
I was scorned bullied ill- treated by every one even my sisters and brothers they had everything wile I had nothing.

I was always looked up on by everyone looking the split image of my mom both parents should have loved me but they didn't. Being the smallest child I was unwanted child .I did everything for my family asked me to but they killed me every single time. I thought of how they betrayed me brutally of all the things they did to me this was were I lost all my rights all the will all my power with a crushed dream I live a life a slavery in house of my in-laws.

All I did is think of how I could make them happy. Making my own self sad but I beard it through no matter how hard and suffocating it was for me. I just wish it had made them happy. But my efforts of trying did nothing of the sort.
Instead of being so greatful of my every effort discomfort to make them happy they were selfish ungreatful and always being the meanest they could have ever been. Instead of appreciated some of my efforts they made it seemed like I never tried.

I just wish my parents had send me to collage after my high school graduation.

But I'm thankful that I made it out of my pot never knowing I would land into the fire instead of water.

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How was it did you enjoy it

Did you think onika could have made her dreams come true