Dan's POV
~ I'm sitting at my staring into the red dot on the top of my computer. The younow chat is blowing up with questions.
'Jessica D. proposed' I laughed.
"Thank you Jessica!" My eyes wondered to the comments. My heart pace quickened, my palms got sweaty. I completely forgot about my live show. My world stopped just to look at that comment. "But Dan, you're gay!"
My eyes scrolled to the comment below it. "faggot!" It kept repeating~
I screamed as my eyes shot open and I jumped up, realizing it was just a dream. But it wasn't. It would happen sooner or later in reality. I paced around my pitch black room. I know I'm scared of the dark, but that didn't matter. I had bigger problems. I'm gay. If I told anyone I would loose LITERALLY EVERYONE. 'wow dan! your subscribers wouldn't care if your gay!' My gut told me. I couldn't believe it though. Phil would hate me, my family would and so would my subscribers. My foot got caught under my wooden desk I face planted into my light blue carpet, hitting my forehead. 'Nobody does care for me anyway'
Phil's POV
THUMP.
"DAN!?" I called. Dan would usually respond so I knew something was up. I ripped off my covers and scrambled up. I peeked my head around the corner of the door and saw Dan face into the carpet.
Phil: "Dan! Its 1:04 am!" Phil rubbed his eyes so he could see more clearly.
Dan: "UGHHH."
Phil kicked Dan softly with his foot and Dan wiggled. "Dan, are you alright? What's wrong? I'm worried."
Dan realized that Phil was going to make him say it. His deepest fear. Dan forced himself up and forced a smile.
Dan: "No. I'm fine! Sorry. Bad dream." Dan was hoping Phil wouldn't ask anymore questions
Phil: "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked about to sit down, fondling his bed head.
Dan: "...cute" he whispered.
Phil: "what was that?" He asked
Dan: Shit. Did I seriously say that? "What no! I didn't say anything! Stop pressuring me!!" Dan pushed Phil out his door frame and Phil stumbled into the wall. They both immediately looked at each other. Phil had the look of disappointment...
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"Keep smiling and stuff..."
FanfictionDan and Phil, two young youtubers, have met on the internet and live now together in an appartment. Since the day they've seen each other the first time in real life, Dan always knew Phil was something special...Especially for him... But Dan doesn't...
