PHIL: "This is way out of hand." He was so eager to know what I was hiding. So pushy! It was kinda hot...DAN STOP THINKING LIKE THAT. I mentally smacked my head.
DAN: "I'm s-sorry Phil. I can't control myself anymore! I don't want to hurt you again." I told him softly
PHIL: "I understand, but can you please tell me Dan. I promise I won't walk out on you. No matter how bad or embarrassing it is."
I looked at my arms. I pulled my long sleeve shirt over my hands and covered mouth
PHIL: "H-Have you started to you know, again?!" He started to worry. His face was all scrunched up
DAN: "No no no." I smiled a little. He looked so cute when he worried. I haven't started cutting again. I'm telling the truth. I stopped a year ago and have no plans on doing it again.
Phil started to grow impatient, tapping, adjusting he threw his hand on his face. "For God sakes Dan!" A tear rolled down his face.
I stood up from my corner and moved somewhat closer holding my hands back so I wouldn't do anything. I can't believe I was going to tell Phil. He my friend he would understand right? It wouldn't ruin anything? No I can't. I started walking back again. "okay umm." I decided to say it. "Phil, I'm g-gay." I broke the silence. My voiced cracked at the word gay and I burst out crying. Me saying that out loud sounded worse than in my head.
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FanfictionDan and Phil, two young youtubers, have met on the internet and live now together in an appartment. Since the day they've seen each other the first time in real life, Dan always knew Phil was something special...Especially for him... But Dan doesn't...
