Save me - tododeku

Chapter 16

Todoroki pov
"Where is he?!"
My breathing is so rapid it's like my chest is going explode. I had  blasted through the front door, flames following in my wake. The hallway was In tatters and so was the left side of my shirt. My blood roared in my ears and I'm sweating .Now, as I stand Infront of my father, struggling to control the roaring fire that built under my skin, steam now being produced from my ice side. The broken vase lay on the ground,Scorch marks stain the wall from when I entered, water lines the floor from the melted ice... the sight was chaotic. I was panting, the adrenaline pulsing though me, the consiquence of what I had done still had not settled in my mind. I hadn't given him time to think or react but now I was stood square to him, staring him straight in his cold eyes . His immediate shock morphed into anger but then... he laughed.
He... laughed in my face.
The anger flared and flames swirled around me. I had lost any kind of control or reasoning, not thinking that maybe if I stopped.. if I begged he would let Izuku go. No. My anger and suffocating desire to have him with me clouded my decisions. Calm down shouto just-
"You BASTARD where is he?!" i send a wave of flames towards him which he waves away so.. So very easily .
He keeps laughing , taunting me, my anger a seething mass that consumes my mind. This absoulte monster. Why was he doing this. Ive had enough of him ruining my life. Ive had enough of living through hell. I can't take it an-
I gag, a strong hand firmly wraps around my throat, squezing. I claw at his hand desperately, fear shocking my body. his eyes burned with a cold intent.
"HOW DARE YOU, you ungrateful boy, do you think you can question me? That boy was a distraction, a distraction to my greatest creation, he had to be removed . Do not forget why I made you shouto, you were to surpass me, to surpass allmight yet you fail
Over and over again.... it seems that you've failed yet again shouto, a mistake, "
Removed?! What has he done?  how far would this monster go? Where was my Izuku.. oh god I'm shaking, I'm shaking and it hurts so much.His grip tightens and I see stars. Why.. why did I let my anger take over me? Why was I so foolish. Izuku... I'm so sorry ....
I feel my pulse slowing as my lungs burn, lack of oxygen making my eyes droop,I keep clawing at his hand, my mind so filled with pain and fear. I use most of my strength to blast flames and ice which seem to have no affect. I'm sinking, I can't.. my vision blurry and my chest is so painful I just want it over. I'm dying.. I have to be. The hot flame suffocating me shows no signs of stopping... I squeeze my eyes shut.
Wait... what was...

"SMASH!!!!"

I...izuku?

I feel like this is getting worse as I write more lmao