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Dear Taetae,
how are you, Taehyungie
That was rather silly, forgive me. I can't think straight. I've been having a splitting headache lately.
I'm sorry Tae. For leaving you so suddenly. I'm sorry for being such a fucking hypocrite. I told you to love yourself. I told you not to let anyone judge you. I told you to always think of the best quality in you.
Why didn't i take my own advice sometimes I question.
I'm past breaking point Tae. I feel so suffocated i can't even breathe sometimes.I don't cry anymore. I can't.
You're worth so much Kim Taehyung. You have many dreams. And i hope for most of them to come true. If you wanna keep being a rapper, maybe you can do my part.
I don't know Taehyung. Do you. Be you. That's all i want for you.
The world may not be ready for someone of your personality, but if you're ready for the world... show them who Kim Taehyung is. Leave your mark.
Leave a legacy. I'm not sure if i have one myself, but i'm leaving behind my words. You used to love my teachings, my words. You used to be so attentive when you asked for advice. You reminded me of myself when i was younger. Before i let the world break me.
Don't let the same happen to you Taehyung. The world loves you. Army loves you. Bangtan loves you. I love you. And i always will.
I'll be watching you from the moon. Thank you for all the memories. I'll miss you.
Kim Namjoon
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Kim Taehyung dropped the letter as he hugged the dog in his lap tighter. He began tearing up and crying into the poor dog's fur. The dog seemed startled by the sudden wetness as it gave a yelp and jumped down.
Taehyung sighed as he got up and went to the window. He stared at the night sky. Stars that resembled dust littered the sky. On a normal day, Taehyung would get excited and run out to stare at them. But now, his eyes focused on the bright orb that stood in the middle of the sky.
The moon.
Taehyung never paid much attention to it, since it appeared everyday and never impressed him the way stars did. But now it was a symbol. A symbol of a friend, no family, that he had lost.
"Are you actually watching me Namjoon hyung? Are you lonely? But you finally went to the moon. After being a moon child. You went to the moon. When will you come back?" Taehyung whispered as tears ran down his cheeks.
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Legacy // BTS AU
FanfictionThe world is harsh. It gets too harsh for someone who's been strong way too long. An AU of Kim Namjoon's letters to his bandmates.