breakups.

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Breakups are never easy
It wasn't meant to be
No matter if it was a day,
A week,
A month,
Or even a year,
As long as you care for the person
It's never easy.

Either you feel heartbroken,
Or guilty
Even if you never loved them.
But if you know they're breaking
And if you actually have a heart to care,
That's guilt.

You knew you should have never dated them.
You knew it was going to end
You knew you didn't have a future with them
But why did you do otherwise?
Easy
Selfish.

We, humans, are selfish
We follow our feelings and let hormones take over us
We thought "maybe there's a chance"
"Maybe it will not be like the previous,"
"Maybe this time I could find something that is relationship-worthy"

But darling,
That's just your brain lying to you
So you could just enjoy that glimpse of joy
Or the feeling to be loved
Then when you see it's about to fall apart
When you overthink the obstacles that might come
Even if you have not faced it yet
You'll retreat
I retreated
For the sake of my heart
Broken and unrepaired.

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