Off Limits You Say?

Chapter Fifteen

It's been about a month and a half after the party. We haven't done many things exciting. Except I got accepted into an online college. At the moment Clary and I are going grocery shopping for the house. Since I didn't want to do it alone. 

"Alright, I need to grab some veggies before we head to the shampoo area," I tell her moving the already full cart towards the veggies. 

After heading to the veggies we go towards the shampoo and feminine products. 

"Ooh, I should get those. I'm gonna need them soon." Clary says annoyed. 

Do I need some? I can't even remember when my last one was. 

"I can't even remember when my last one," I tell her. 

"Um, that's not really good. Have you had unprotected sex lately?" She asks seriously. 

"Oh shit. You don't think I am do you?" I ask her, starting to get scared. 

"Why don't we get a test or two to make sure," Clary says. "You probably aren't." 

I grab two of the tests and put them in the cart. We check out and head home back to the house. I put the tests in my purse before heading into the house. 

"Hey, babe can you help put the groceries away? I really have to use the restroom."  I ask him putting the groceries down on the counter. 

I head to the bathroom to take the test. God waiting is horrible. I have no idea what would happen if I am pregnant. We've been dating for like four months maybe? Would he even want to have kids? Let alone with me. God he is gonna hate me. 

I look at the test turning it over. Positive. Holy Shit. 

I quickly hide the tests in my purse and walk out of the bathroom. 

"Hey I'm gonna head out you wanna walk me out?" Clary tells me while heading to the door. 

I walk her to her car and sigh. "It was positive," I told her nervously.

"You're pregnant?" She says somewhat excitedly. 

"Yeah. I got to tell Hayden. I feel like he is going to freak out. Man Alex is gonna be pissed too." I tell her while she gets in her car. 

"Well tell me how it goes okay?" 

I nod and head inside before sitting on the couch next to Hayden. 

"What's wrong babe?" 

"Do you want this relationship to last forever?" I ask him. 

"Yeah, I do why would you ask that?"

"Like do you ever want to get married or have kids? I ask him looking at him seriously. 

"I mean yeah in the future. I definitely want to be a dad and get married someday." 

"What would you do if it came earlier than you thought?" I ask him trying not to sound too obvious. 

"Then I would freak out a little but still love whatever happens. Why are you asking me this? Did you want to get married or something?" He asks with a laugh. 

"I mean later on yes?" I tell him. 

"That doesn't answer why you are asking me this. Are you okay?" He asks getting concerned. 

"I'm okay."

"Alright, you were scaring me a little. You know you can tell me anything. Now lets watch that movie?"

I nod my head and he turns on a movie that we've seen many times. I think it's his favorite. Deadpool. 

Halfway through the movie, I couldn't keep in the secret anymore. He needs to know and I am scared to tell him. Hayden pauses the movie and looks at me. 

"What's wrong. You're acting differently than normal." He says somewhat annoyed. 

"I'm just tired." 

"Stop lying Evie. I know when you are lying." He says with a sigh. 

"Don't be mad," I tell him turning my body towards him. 

"Why would I be mad? What happened?" He asks running his hand through his hair. 

You can tell he is starting to get mad and disappointed at the same time. His body is tense and he is breathing weird. 

"So you know when we got drunk and had the shower sex?" I ask him. 

"Yes I remember and then you got the huge bruise. What does this have to do with anything?" He asks in confusion.

"We didn't use a condom, Hayden," I tell him with a sigh. 

"So." He says confused still. 

The realization hit him hard. His emotions on his face kept changing from fear, to anger, to happiness. 

"Are you pregnant?" He asks grabbing my hand. 

I nod my head not looking him in the eyes. 

"Oh, Shit." He replies breathing in air. "We are going to be parents. Holy shit." 

"Are you mad?" I ask him. 

"No, I'm not mad. It takes two to tango babe. And it would be wrong of me to be mad when I didn't use a condom. Are you mad?" He asks nervously. 

"No, but I am a little scared," I tell him with a sigh. 

He pulls me into him hugging me close. "We will be okay we will do everything together. The only thing we got to worry about right now is telling your brother. He is going to be pissed." 

"I'm not telling him," I tell him. 

"We don't want another incident like last time Evelyn. Why don't I start making dinner set up a doctor's visit to confirm everything and make sure it's healthy." He says giving me another comforting squeeze.