being with someone who you truly hate {EDIT}

wth just happened

School has finally end now its time to go home thank God

So I hop in my white merdaces and drove home

Through the whole car ride this red mustang behind me seemed like it was following me or may be I'm just going crazy

I finally arrived to my house now the red car was gone werid

I went inside my house and I saw my mom cooking

Wow that's a shocker my mom finally cooking not our cheif danny

Me- hey mom

Mom- hey sweetie how was school

Okay what the hell is going on

My mom is asking me how was my day

Me- did someone die or (gco)

Mom- no why would you say that

Me- well your cooking and your asking me how was my day and you never did that before

Mom- honey your so crazy that's why I love you

Me- yup aunt Liz died I knew this was going to happen

Mom- what the....

Me- save it mom its going to be okay I'm going to my room

I ran up to my room than started to do my homework

I always knew people who were so evil will have bad karma but I never knew it could be death smh

Then someone knocked on my door

Then my mom walks in

I didn't even say come in :|

Mom- sweetie we're having guest coming soon put on something nice

Than she left

So that's the only reason she is cooking that's just bull

So aunt Liz didn't die fuck! Oh I mean yeah I'm so happy

So I did my hygiene and put on something nice like mother told me

I came downstairs I heard laughter like there having a amazing time

It's probably some stuck up people my parents know

When I finally arrived at the dinner table

When I saw our guest I was shocked like my eyes were playing games with me

Mom- cj don't just stand there greet the lopez family

My mom was wearing this red dress it suited her very well

Most people are shock that she is my mom

More like your mother is super model and you look nothing like her

Cj- oh I apologize where's my manners Hello Ms. and Mr. lopez and Ray

Mrs. L - hello nice to met you cj wow Janae and Xavier cj is all grown up and became such a beautiful young lady

Dad&mom- thank you

Mom- let's start dinner shall we

After dinner.....

That dinner was such a living hell to me

Ray and I was sending mean glares to each other

It's not my fault he got caught

But me and Ray always hated each other

Even when we were little

We were the type of kids that couldn't stand each other even tho we saw each other everyday

Dad: cj maybe you and Ray could go in the game room and catch up or something

Catch up really I don't even think this man knows we go to the same school that's how distant me and my parents are

So me and Ray entered the game room

I walk to the couch and sat down

Me- so what you want to do

Ray- I don't what do you have

Me- call a duty black cops

Ray- I hope your ready to get beat

Me- oh yeah right let the games begin

After hours playing .....

Me: yesss I win again

Ray-nah I let you win this time

Me- yeah right is you mad or nah

Ray- nah

Me- then stop acting like a big baby or shall I say a pussy cat

Ray- I see you got a mouth

Me- I sure do you going to do something about

Ray- I sure will

Then his lips smashed against mines

Okay what the hell just happened

But then I started kissing back

I couldn't resist it his lips were so soft and breathe taking

Then we started using our tongues

And damn it was good I never knew my first kiss would blow me away

Then I realized that a few hours ago he was about to have sex with Abby

Then I stopped kiss him

Ray- why you stopped

He whined

Cj- did you kiss Abby

Ray- oh hell nah I don't kiss hoes

Cj-Good enough for me

Then I smash my lips to his and return what what we was doing before

Then it got it a little heated

By heated mean touching each other

His right hand started to fill on my leg

Then his hand came up a little more and touching you know what

If he did anything more Imma be wet

Then I bit his lip and stop kissing him

Me- you know we can't do any more than kissing right

Ray- I know your not that type of girl

Me- oh really what type of girl I am then

Ray- okay we're should I start, your a girl that you don't let anyone get to your skin, you only stay to the books, but you feel like no one is there for you, you feel hurt most of the times

I just looked deep in his brown eyes and got lost into it, it's like he knew me well

Then my mom came in

Ray quickly took his hand off of me

Mom- Ray your parents are leaving

Ray- okay in coming

Then my mother left

Ray- I guess I'm going now

Me- yeah

I Sound disappointed don't know why we only kissed but it really wasn't just a kiss to me

It was so passionate send me messages how he feels about me

Then he gave me one last kiss for me to remember

And left, I went to sleep dreaming about the kiss and even more things we could've done

What this boy did to me, I don't want to fall in love

I don't want to be I love with a jock

Definitely not someone I hated the most

And not someone that just noticed me because he was my guest that my mom invited

I bet the next day he won't even remember we kissed , he was just playing with my head

More like with my lips ;)