being with someone who you truly hate {EDIT}

his my ride

I absolutely can't stop thinking about me and ray getting married

I hate the guy, we never get along, plus he have been making my hole high school year a living hell

like in 9th grade

Flash back

It was the 3rd week of school I was minding my own business

Then I saw a whole group of kids smoking weed

I was shocked because if you was caught smoking weed  you would be expelled

Once they saw me they already knew what they got to do

So ray crew jumped because they thought I would snitch

How it happened

Me: opps wrong way

ROC: nah ugly Betty you ain't going anywhere

Me: please don't hurt me

Ray: aww sweetie were not going to hurt you they are

Me: what (confused)

Then Abby grabbed my hair then China kicked me in stomach

Jessy punched me in the jaw then I fell on the ground

Abby and her  crew  started kicking my back, stomach, and my face multiple times

And last Abby  grabbed my face

Abby: don't even thinking about snitching on us  hoe

Then she spit on face and the crew lefted leaving me coughing out my own blood

End of flash back

I wasn't going to snitch anyways i already knew what they were capable of

Ever since that event they  continued to pick on  me because i was a easy target to them

If  They never jumped me, I would living a happy life, I would enjoy going to school, I would've be able to make friends, I wouldn't always cry before going to sleep because I feel like  trash because i get picked on, I feel like I have no one that can help me not even my parents, they don't even care sometimes I wonder if they ever loved me

No child should feel like there parents don't love them no one

Ugh what am I going to do

Next day

"Beep beep*

Today was school and I surely dont want to go there just too much on my plate right now that I can't even focus

I went to take a shower and did my hygiene

I wore some glaxy joggers with a macthing sweatshirt, timberlands and my hair  was down

I went downstairs and saw my mom drinking her coffee and dad writing

The usual

Me: good morning

Mom: good morning sweetie

Me: can I ask you a question

Mom:sure sweetie wassup

Me: well why do I have to marry ray

Mom: sweetie its for your own good soon you well thank us

Me: you know what....... GCO

*Beep beep a car honking*

Mom: there goes your ride

Me: my ride who's my ride