i wrote this for you
and those words are still valid
from my views
Time passess by,
so do we.
It is my privilege, to be called yours and also having you as mine.
So many things have changed and learnt. So many tears and joys. So many places we've visited. Thoughts. Movies. Songs. Hugs and even kissess.
A year ago, we were so in love. I read our old conversations--then cried. I couldn't decide the exact feelings i had when i was reading it. As happy as a Quokka or as sad as the raindrops.
I know you're bored. I know you're keeping secrets from me. I know you're keeping a distance from me since late october/november. I know you don't want me to be a distraction. Correct me if i'm wrong.
The way you act now, i don't feel like facing my man. The man who constantly smiled the fullest whenever i called his name loudly. The man who shivered whenever i told him something unusual. The man who blushed whenever i teased and told him that i love him.
Lately, i feel like need you the most. To lift me up. Because i'm drowning in my own ocean. But you don't seem like bothering.
This is my ego,
I still can't accept the fact that things are changing. Even us.
I miss you,
You are still the first person that i look up to,
You are still the first person i want to share my thoughts with,
You are still the one i'm waiting for.
I'll give you space--as much as you want,
Keep in your mind that i love you wholeheartedly,
Always.
Good night💙
it ended with a good night.
i know you wouldn't find me here. i know you wouldn't care. i know it's been years already. and that's why i'm writing these right now.
you know...i've always been straight-forward and honest type to you, but little did you know...i wasn't really honest back then.
