Billie Eilish Imagines

Ex

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Warnings:
Cheating
Abuse
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I hugged my knees as tears flew down.

I can't believe the way I treated her, "Do you know if trauma could've been why you hurt her? Why you've been broken for so long?" The therapist asked, "I-I...my brother...he died a long time ago...after my parents divorce...he was the only thing keeping me together..."

"That could be why...but you're brother...his name is Finneas correct? He was described as sweet and generous...he would most likely never want you to do this, (Y/n) stayed with you even though you hit her, in her words she stated 'I know she's broken, but is too scared and upset to tell me why...I love her but I can't be with her...'."

The tears poured down faster as I remembered.

"I told you to fucking clean the dishes!" I snapped at her, "I'm sorry Billie, please don't hurt me, I was wore out from yesterday's beating!" She cried out.

I scoffed, "You really think that's a fucking excuse?" I snapped, she shook her head, closing her eyes tightly as I grabbed her shirt and raised my hand, landing a blow to her nose, she fell to the floor, sobbing, "I'm going out."

I left without hearing her say goodbye or I love you like usual.

I sobbed harder, another flashback hitting me of the day she broke up with me.

"Fuck, Bil, right there..." I heard the random girl underneath me moan, I narrowed my eyes, it didn't feel as good as (Y/n), I wasn't even near my climax, I heard the bedroom door open, "B-Billie...?" I heard her soft voice speak.
I quickly pulled out and away from the woman, "(Y/n), babygirl, it's not-..." I've never seen so much pain and heartbreak in her eyes, I immediately felt my heart shatter, "...I wanna break up...I can't do this..." She cried silently, "P-Please don-..." She slammed the door in my face, I couldn't even be angry at her for that, I can only see her heartbroken eyes, her eyes have always been happy around me even after a beating, I cried uncontrollably.

"Billie, I know you need her."

"I-I d-do..." I croaked, wiping my eyes, and sniffling, "But if you don't look at the future rather than dwelling into the past, she won't be with you..." Dr.Martinez explained, I looked at her, "I wanna change, no I need to change." I furrowed my brow, "That's the spirit, Bil."

1 Year Later

(Y/n)

I sighed, unlocking the door.

I walked inside dropping my bags, feeling for the light switch, and flicking it on, I saw rose petals strung across the floor, leading upstairs to the bedroom, I followed them, confused as hell.

Then I opened the door, Billie stood there in a suit, a bouquet of white and pink roses in her hand, her face had definitely matured, her hair was a soft silver, and her eyes were filled with emotions, not the old aggressive and angry emotions I saw so much.

It was admiration, love, and lust, her eyes a soft, pale blue, "H-Hey, mamas..." She stuttered, immediately blushing from embarassment, "Why are you he-...?" I glared, "Wait. I've changed, and it's not like the other times I said I would, I really have, I went to rehab for a year, my therapist made me notice that I took things out on you when I shouldn't have." She sighed.
I stared, "What was wrong, Billie?" I asked quietly, her eyes filled with tears, "A long time ago, when I was 15, my parents got a divorce, they made me choose who to go with, I chose my older brother Finneas, he took care of me, fed me, clothed me, dealt with me, so did his wife, Claudia, they were both so kind and sweet, so generous and forgiving," Her voice broke, "4 years later, Finneas got into a car wreck, he was hit by a semi with no chance of surviving, it broke me, I had no one, Claudia was torn apart, she obtained depression and many other things, I tried to take care of her, but she ended herself..." I grabbed her face.

"I'm so sorry, Billie..." I kissed her forehead, wiping her tears, "I was just broken, I never noticed how much you did for me, when all I ever did was hurt you, take me back please, I swear I've changed." She begged, I sighed, thinking, then reluctantly nodding, her face grew a smile, "O-One more thing..." She said, she kneeled slowly, I knitted my eyebrows.

"(Y/n) (Y/m/n) (Y/l/n), I beg of you, to forgive me and live a life of looking into the future with me by letting me take your hand in marriage?" She said, pulling a small, velvet box out of her pocket, my eyes widened, "B-Billie, we're only 20..." I gasped, "I know, but you were made for me...you're my other half." She whispered, "I-I...of course..." A large grin broke out on my face as she pulled out the diamond ring.
She slipped it on my finger, then wrapped her arms around me, engulfing me in a tight hug, she pulled away slightly, smashing her lips on to mine, I gasped, immediately kissing back.

"I love you, (Y/n)."