I woke up in a panic and I felt cold stares of doctors and some were yelling for medicine.... Next thing I knew everything went black and you'll never believe what I saw...
I saw red eyes staring at me, they were piercing and I couldn't look away. Was this what death was.... I then felt a pain in my leg.... It was burning then stabbing and I was crying from the pain, I couldn't do anything. I was trapped....
I felt something watching me and I looked around, trying to see where this person.... If it even was a person.
"IVAN WAKE UP" I heard Sally scream, I shot up and my leg winced in pain so I laid back down, crying. It hurt so much...
"Oh my fucking God, Ivan... I thought you were dead!" Sally said while punching my arm, I felt needles throughout my whole body.
At least in the other world I could see... Here I had no idea what was being done, I felt a familiar hand touch mine. I jumped
"It's okay, Ivan... It's okay...." It was Neil's voice, "Where's dad?!" I asked in a panic.
"He's in a coma.... He'll be okay, I'm just glad your okay...." I started sobbing, Todd was in a fucking coma thanks to me, I could've saved him.... I could've saved both of them....
Neil rubbed my hand, trying to sooth me and all I could think was 'What the fuck was that thing?! Why does my leg feel like it's bleeding-'
"NURSE WE NEED TO GET IVAN TO SURGERY IMMEDIATELY!!" The doctor said this and I heard a bunch of running around and next thing I knew I was blacked out once again.
-TIME SKIP: after the surgery-
I woke up and my leg was numb. I heard a lot of chatter and smelt a lot of different medicine, tears and... My dad... He was sitting next to me saying my name over and over again. I was hurt by this and I looked at him
"Dad....?" I said, shakily. He relaxed a bit and responded, "Hey, son. We are gonna get you out of here as soon as we can, okay? You're safe now. I love you, so so much..." I nodded, not knowing what to say due to the fact I remembered my father (Todd) was still in a coma."Todd will be okay, son. I promise... I'll be here to make sure of it, you're gonna stay with Travis for a bit until everything calms down." I nodded, Travis and I always got along cause we both loved playing video games and just being weird in general. He was actually the first person I told about being Transgender.... I loved him for keeping it a secret for as long as he did, until I finally gathered my guts to tell my parents them self.
-TIME SKIP: Neil driving Ivan to Travis's house-
"Hey dad?" I said, looking down trying to gather my thoughts. It was a few weeks I was at the hospital and I haven't seen uncle Travis in a long time, two years at most?
"Yes, son?" He said, putting his hand on my leg to let me know he was there and present. "How did you and father meet?" I asked a bit shyly.
He laughed and I put my hand on his, "Well, Your father was helping me with homework a lot cause I sucked at math and chemistry. He offered to tutor me and I accepted being desperate for help, it was the best decision of my life next to having you of course."
I smiled and nodded, "Father is very smart, I can't believe he made so many gadgets for Uncle Sally and Uncle Larry. I wish I was that smart!" We both laughed, it's been a while since I heard my dad's laugh and it was nice, I felt happy and safe with dad. I missed father too of course and I knew one day Dad, he and I would all be together again. Our family may be small and we still love each other and make the most out of every moment... I recall when I was about 7 and I begged dad to take me to get ice cream at the ice cream truck. He took me but not because he wanted me to get hyper off of sugar, no he took me because he wanted me to remember that moment, to remember how happy I was and how happy father was taking that picture of me getting ice cream all over my face.They loved me, I loved them and nothing was going to change that. They saved my life and I don't remember but I can say I remember everyday how much they love me, how much they give me and make me happy. Not everyone gets that like I do, I'm a lucky motherfucker, sure there is a nicer way to say it and... I don't want it to be nice, I want to tell the truth and be straight forward. I, the kid who is blind, bullied and can see shit when asleep. Have a fucking amazing family...
I smiled and thought about that the whole way to Travis's house.
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