I'd Never Leave You | Yanseph Fanfiction #1 | Discontinued

{Chapter six}

[Without me]

Yanyan's POV:
Ely grabbed me by the wrist and then said:

-"Yanyan...I understand that you rejected Seph...I mean you can't force love...but please stop hurting him, he doesn't deserve this" Ely said

I was silent I didn't know what to say, she was right I was hurting him he doesn't deserve to get hurt, he deserves somebody who will truly love him, love him more than I can ever love him. I knew if I stayed friends with Joseph his pain won't go away, he'll feel more pain if I was around so I made my decision.

"I know I'm sorry I hurted him, your right this is my fault he doesn't deserve any of this, I'll stay away from him after I say my last goodbyes." I could tell she disagreed but she knew it was for the best I could see Ralph and the others in utter shock.

-"What you can't stay away from him, you can't just leave a friend!" Franz says

"I know, but it will be for the best, he'll get over the pain much easier if I wasn't around" I clarify

I didn't wait for them to say anything and just went inside the emergency room, he was laying on the hospital bed as machines were attached to him. I approached him and sat at the chair right next to his bed I held his hand and said:

"Hey Seph....I'm sorry I caused you this much pain, you deserve better you don't deserve to get hurt like this so I figured if I avoid you you'll get through the pain easier you don't need to see me anymore and feel the pain, I will miss you and I still love you but as a friend...I'm sorry I have to leave you but I promise you it's for the better, you'll get over the pain much easier if I'm not around...so I'll be saying goodbye, keep in mind that you will always have a special place in my heart, a place where it can't get occupied by others that space will forever be yours, stay strong for me, I know you'll get over the pain, I love you Seph and I'll miss you but things just have to be this way....it will be better for the both of us." I say as I held his hand and tears rolled my cheeks.

"Good bye Seph stay strong for me you'll get over this soon, WITHOUT me I love you and I will miss you goodbye." I say to him, and for the last time I kiss his forehead and his hand, I held his hand for the last time before I said goodbye.

I went out the emergency room as tears were rolling down my cheeks it was hard to say goodbye to him but I knew it was for the better I see Ely, Ralph, Cedric, Franz, Amber, Carla, and Jiro outside the ER I said my goodbyes to them and hugged them all for the last time and eventually left.

I got to my condominium and realized that Joseph was still my neighbor so there's a chance he can see me so I decided to go look for a different apartment.

*1 month later*

I found an apartment that suited my likings and I already moved in my roommates were Vien and Ken they're really nice to me, I haven't heard any news about Joseph regarding his situation I haven't talked to Franz, Cedric or to any of them yet. I really do miss them specially Joseph...but I knew it was for the best I know that if I kept distance with him he'll forget me easier and the pain would go away.

Joseph's POV:
I opened my eyes and light blinded me. I looked around before I could realize I was in the hospital, I can't remember what happened there were machines attached to me and I could barely move then I saw a doctor come in and he looked shocked to see me awake I wanted to say something but I couldn't it was hard to move it was like I was stone, the doctor called nurses in and the nurses checked my heart beat and pulse and said that I was finally awake. I couldn't understand what was happening all, I could see was the doctor and nurses smiling at me. I guess the doctor could tell I was confused because he explained everything, I was in a coma for a month I couldn't believe what I was hearing it was hard to believe but then I had flashbacks.

//Flashback//

Yanyan rejected me, I was hurt and frustrated....I couldn't take it anymore it hurts too much for the first time in my life I actually loved someone more than I loved myself, but he rejected me I got hurt it hurts too much I couldn't take it anymore I went toy bathroom and searched for pills I quickly swallowed them all and everything became blurry the next thing I knew it was pitch black and I was laying unconsciously on the floor.

//End of Flashback//

It all came back to me the day I overdosed, I looked around the room and saw Ely, Cedric, Franz, Ralph, Carla, Amber, and Jiro coming in, but I didn't see him...Ian, I looked around even more in hopes he'll be there but he wasn't, tears rolled down my cheeks as Ely slowly approached me she sat down on the chair right next to the bed she held my hand and said.

-"I'm glad your awake, I've missed your voice and your smile" She says

I ignored her and proceeded to look around, but I couldn't find him, he wasn't in the room, I was confused out if all the people he was the one I highly expected to be there.I slowly opened my mouth and asked her where Yanyan was and she says:

-To be continued-

A/n: Hi guyzzzz keep in mind that this is all fanfiction and most of the scenarios are just made up or fictinous...But I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter I love you all thank you for the support ❤️❤️❤️!