I'd Never Leave You | Yanseph Fanfiction #1 | Discontinued

{Chapter twenty-three}

[Finding out]

November 25

A couple days passed Ian has been trying his hardest to forget what happened. Avoiding Joseph and Carla reasoning his busy, but he just wanted to be alone.

Part of him didn't want to believe the picture. He didn't see it with his own eyes.

There was enough reasons for him to believe the picture but also enough reasons he shouldn't.

He doesn't think Joseph would do something like that.

The picture could be edited, but it looked too real and besides Mitch was his best friend he wouldn't do something like that. Right?

Ian has fallen inlove multiple times, heartbroken multiple times. It isn't easy gaining his trust, he doesn't give second chances often. It's either this or nothing.

But Joseph was different for him. He never believed in love at first sight but it changed because of HIM, he never liked being in pain nor suffering from it but with Joseph he's ready to suffer and encounter ANY pain just to be with him. He loved him that much, he loved him more than he loved himself.

Ian now lived in a condo. By himself. Again.

Ring ring~

Ian didn't bother checking his phone he knew who it was gonna be.

He sighed heavily

He ignored the call, then his phone vibrated and beeped a couple of times. He had tons of notifications.

It was getting rather annoying for him.

He tsked, he sat down on his bed and picked up his phone.

Multiple missed calls, from his friends, and his boyfriend as well as messages.

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              189 unread messages

Bem❤️: Me and Carla are already here, we're waitingggg😁

Ralph😉: Me and Zedd are almost there

Ber🐻: We're on our way

Zeddy😘: Give us a couple minutes

Seph🥺: I'm arriving in about 3 mins

Franz🤩: Meet you guys on the first floor.

Carla😚: Are you almost here?

Carla😚: Seph! I see you look at your left!

Seph🥺: Coming.

After Ian read those last messages he turned off his phone and laid back down. He grabbed his pillow and hugged it tight.

How I wish I was hugging Seph interested of this pillow

Curiousity didn't leave him alone

I'm arriving in 3 mins? Where the hell are they going? Without me? Tsk.

He was angry, and sad.

Confused.

What did he really feel?

He loved Joseph. He was kind, funny, generous, smart, and talented but most importantly he made him happy, but was his love enough?

What is this feeling?

What should I do?

How do I really feel?

Multiple questions filled his head, questions only he could answer.