Accepting Love (A Love Story)

Chapter 7

Date: Friday, October 19th, 2018
Rose's POV;

I walked into the bar and looked around instantly for Matt but I didn't see him. My heart sank a little since I was looking forward to seeing him again since the last time we saw each other was in person.

Will and I went over to the bartender and sat down at two empty bar stools. I looked at the menu and decided to just start with a simple beer. Only because I wanted to start heavy drinking once Matt and the boys got here. Will went with a shot of Vodka. When he took it his face went sour, "God Damn that's not good." I laugh and shake my head. I take a sip of my beer and look at the door. Still no Matt or boys. I sigh and just start a conversation with Will.

"So. When you gonna settle down with a girl or boy." Yes, Will is Bisexual. He laughs, "After what happened with you, I'm not to keen on love at the moment." I roll my eyes, "Alex was a dick anyway. I honestly don't know what I saw in him." Will nods, "Yeah he was a clown." I giggle at the name and take another sip.

*Ten Minutes Later*

It was about ten or so minutes since Will and I arrived and yet there was still no sign of Matt or the boys. I felt my heart fill with doubt. Then I decided to text him, but once I pulled out my phone and turned it on I noticed there was already a message on there.

Matt- 

Hey, sorry we are so late. Camerons dumbass lost his wallet. We'll be there in like five or six minutes.

Me- 

Alright! I thought you were gonna stand me up lol

Matt- 

Haha nope. Im not that much of an ass.

Me- 

Wellllll I meannn

Matt- 

Stfu

Me- 

Haha. Well I'll see you soon?

Matt- 

Yeah.

I smile and put my phone down. "What're you smiling about? Is it that Matt guy?" Will asks in a teasing manner. I laugh, "Yeah it is, he's gonna be coming here in a few minutes". Will smiles and wiggles his eyebrows. I shake my head, "No Will. I literally just got out of a two-year relationship. No." He shrugs his shoulders and then excuses himself to the bathroom. I sigh and go back to my beer. I then finish it and ask for another.

As I was taking a sip I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turn around and see Matt. I quickly swallow and throw my arms up, "You finally made it, holy shit!". He laughs and we then move to a booth not too far away from the bartender. The seating arrangement would be Will at one end, then me, then Matt, then Cameron, then Eric, then Mason, then Ryan and Sam, then finally Toby on the other end.

Once Will finally gets out of the bathroom we all get situated and begin conversing. "So Rose, how are you settling in?" Ryan asks. "Pretty well actually. I'm loving it here, not going to lie. What about you guys? You said you think you found a place?" I ask. Matt answers, "Yeah! Eric and I have been crashing at Ryans until we can figure out a closing deal. Cameron is gonna be moving out here in a few months so that should be a lot easier". I nod and then look at Cameron, who was on his phone. "Ooo~ is Cameron texting his girlfriend" I tease. He looks up and gives me a 'fuck off smile'. I laugh and look over at Will, who looked really uncomfortable.

"Oh right. Everyone, this is basically my best friend and assistant Will". Everyone exchanges greetings and smiles. Soon Will, Ryan, and Sam get into a conversation. I looked around the table and noticed that Jay wasn't here. "So where is Jay at?" I ask Mason. "Oh, he had some work or some shit to do so he couldn't make it. But he told me to tell you hello" Mason answers. I nod my head, "Well hopefully at some point all of us can actually get together and hang out".

*Two hours later*

I was fucked up. I haven't felt this drunk since high school. Everything around me was spinning but I was having too much fun. At the moment I was taking my last shot of vodka for the night because even though I am wasted, I still know my limits. Everyone else but Toby and Will was wasted as well. I leaned on Will and then suddenly a song that I couldn't name but I knew I loved came on. "Will! Lets fucking dance!" I shouted.

He looked at me with a smile and shook his head, "Ask one of your boy toys." I scrunched my nose and turned towards Cameron who had switched spots with Matt at some point. "Hey Cameron! You...you wanna dance?" I giggle. He smiles and raises an eyebrow. He nods and I get all giddy. Will lets the two of us out and I grab Cameron's hand and lead him to the small dance floor where there were other people dancing as well. I was dancing, probably very drunkenly, on Cameron who had his hands on my waist.

I felt so relaxed. I felt I could finally just let loose tonight and not worry about nothing until the next morning. As I was dancing I face towards Cameron. I place my hands on his chest and stand on my tippy toes, trying to get as close to his ear as I could. "I had a lot of fun tonight. Wanna...wanna come back to my place...?" I ask slurring my words.

  I had no idea what I was even doing anymore. I could feel myself going in and out of consciousness. At one moment Cameron was kissing me, then blackness, then I was in a car with Cameron with us still kissing, then black once more, then it was him on top of me in a bed and blackness.

I couldn't see yet I could feel everything. His lips on my neck and my hands sloppily gripping the bottom of his shirt and pulling up. I could feel his hands all over me as well.

The world was going so fast, I felt myself just let go and let myself completely blackout. All I could feel was complete bliss and all I could hear was Cameron's voice, "Are you...are you sure?". All I could feel myself do was nod. Then everything just went blank.

A/N: I figured it was finally about time to stir a little spicy into this book. But like I said before there will be no full-on dirty scenes cuz I'm too awkward for that. But I hope you enjoyed this chapter!