REMEMBER TO SMILE. x bts series

intro.

December 1st, 2016.

Dear diary,

This is my first entry, isn't it?

Funny, how I never wanted to talk about my past. Now I'm more than ready to accept that there are thorns on a rose. I am willing to accept that happiness comes with pain. I have to pull myself out from the bottomless, endless pit of devastation I'd thrown myself into in the past few years.

I want to get rid of the guilt and burden hidden at the bottom of my heart. And in order to do this, I am here, facing my darkest moments, confronting these demons.

Here is in loving memory of Jin, whom had etched deep in my heart, I could never forget about.

My name is Xin Ae.

Xin translate to a "heart', meant in mandarin, my mother told me.

Before she died, she also mentioned something special about me.

"You have the ability to make hearts warmer and lives brighter, just by your presence and existence in their lives."

I didn't believe her three years ago. I didn't believe her, until today. I want to, now.

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date revised and rewritten:
06/11/2016
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