REMEMBER TO SMILE. x bts series

four

Xin Ae | December 4th, 2013

Maybe I was just a conceited and stupid girl no one liked. I thought it was fine for me to talk to him still; I guessed I was the crazy one here. I had not consider him and his feelings.

Over the past few months, I came to a conclusion. We had stopped all communications, so... Ee were no longer friends.

Just as I got home, my phone was ringing and vibrating. With my hand reaching out for it, I noticed the caller and I hesitated whether I should pick it up.

I did.

"H-hello?" I shuddered as I heard Seokjin's heavy breathing at the other end of the call.

I wanted to ask him what was going on, but he had cut me off before I could even open my mouth.

"X-xin, can i tell you something?"

"Oh, Jin-sshi. What is it?" I managed to mumble out, but they came off too fast-paced and jumbled up and it just made me sound like a complete idiot.

It was awfully quiet, at the other end of the call.

Was he okay?

"I heard from the others that you still have a crush on me."

I kept silent, unsure what to say. Should I feign innocence? I didn't want to admit it, but at the same time I want to know how he feels about that.

"Sad to burst your bubble, but I never liked you, and I won't ever like you. I'd appreciate it if you could just forget about me."

Say what now.

I felt my eyes starting to water, and with all the strength I could muster, I finally found my voice again. "Yeah, I-I know."

It came out almost as inaudible, "I was planning- To do that anyway."

I heard a faint cough.

"Thanks for understanding, Xin."

There was a great pause. I decided to lighten the mood, "Yah, I'm not clingy," I replied, biting my lower lip as I tried to hold in my tears.

He hanged up without another word.

Goodbye.

I mouth the word, crying as if my life depended on it.

The tears that had been threatening to spill, finally fell on their own. I had a feeling that from this day onward, I can never face him again.

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lol did u realize it was jin's bday on the date written at the top